Harry Styles Imagines

6. Haven't Met You Yet 2.1

Y/N's POV

Today I have been cleaning nonstop. Harry has been gone on tour for a long time and I haven't been able to talk to him for a while so I'm stress cleaning. 

I think I have cleaned everything and every room about 4 times. Except the bedroom. I've been waiting to do that last because usually I get distracted by something in there. 

As I enter the bedroom, I immediately start picking things up off the floor and throwing cups into the garbage. I try to avoid Harry's side of the room, for his own privacy, but something in me has an urge to snoop. Harry doesn't have anything to hide, but maybe I'm overthinking a lot. I start looking at the books on his shelf and I come across a spiral notebook that I have never seen before. I grab the notebook and sit on the bed, preparing myself for whatever I'm about to see. I open the book up and I see it is a bunch of letters from Harry... to Harry. I feel puzzled as I begin to read it.

Dear Future Harry,

I don't understand why I always fuck things up. Today me and Harper broke up. I don't feel surprised, I could feel it ending. But I tried so hard to save our relationship. She said she found another guy while I was on tour. Which is reasonable. But one day I hope so much that I find someone who loves me enough to wait. I know that sounds selfish, to ask someone to wait around for you while you're gone for months. But I know someone out there will do it, one day. I just keep getting my heart broken. First Winnie, then Pearl, and now Harper. I'm tired of having to get out there. I just want to meet the one already.

-Harry circa 2011.

My heart ached a little bit after reading that. Harry talked a little bit about those girls, but never that he went through that much. I wish I knew him back then, to save him from this. I turn the page to read the next one.

Dear Future Harry,

I give up on dating. I absolutely hate it. I miss Harper, but I know she is where she needs to be. She hasn't even been dating this guy for a month and he proposed to her. I got invited to the wedding but it's in a year. I don't know if I will go, I'm happy for her but I just don't know. Okay, I don't really give up. But I just want it to happen already. I want to have someone to come home to when tour is over. I mean, I love my mum, but it isn't the same. I can't wait to find the one. I know it will happen, but I don't know how long it will be.

-Harry circa 2011

Dear Future Harry,

It's a new year!!!! I went to a new year's party tonight. It was fun. The boys had a blast as well. I even met new people. Josh, Logan, and Logans girlfriend Y/N. They were so nice and invited me to hang out and got my number. Maybe things are looking up and I just need to hang out with new people. Logan is such a cool guy too. Y/N fancies him so much. I can't wait to have that in my life one day. New year, New Harry.

-Harry circa 2012

Dear Future Harry,

It's been a couple months. It's July now. I got really close with Josh, Logan, and Y/N. But about 3 months ago, Y/N called me crying her eyes out. She came over and explained Logan had cheated on her. God, I felt so shitty, I really thought Logan was a good guy. Y/N is such a sweet soul she didn't deserve that. Since then, I haven't really spoken to Josh or Logan. Y/N and I have been spending so much time together. She is such a good friend. She has helped me distract myself through being alone. I'm extremely grateful that she is my best friend.