"can I call you baby
can I call you mine"
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The whole hall was filled with laughter, and happiness was humming all over the air. Harry was surrounded with lots of people family members,his uni friends and zayn's relatives and he was almost tired, but smiling now and then cause gran was always on his head walk like this,talk like this ,eat like this and everything cause you're our luna now be mature.
He was sitting on the side couch with a piece of cake in the plate and his eyes were wandering everywhere in search of brown orbs,after cake cutting zayn is lost somewhere but not before pecking his lips with a dozen of kisses while whispering I'll be back.
"Where is Zayn i told him today no work it's my birthday Fred."
He said sipping his wine and sending daggers towards Fred with his eyes and the other one just laughed at his baby like behaviour. The way his boss is wrapped around his little finger.
"Well your mister is busy with something else hazz no office work."
Harry was about to argue back but before he could speak anything he felt his lover's arms around his waist and a shining smile appears on his glorious face. He turns in his arms and kisses his lips totally ignoring everyone, and when he tried to pull back Zayn didn't let him he deepen the kiss pouring all his love in their intense intimacy and the way harry always smile between their it makes his heartbeat little bit flutter.
He's just written in your fate Zayn
This thought which came like a storm is not ready to move from his mind,whenever he look into harry's eyes he sees nothing but just himself but that feeling of what if those strange voices in his head is right. Does harry feel something for Aiden no never he'll never think about someone else never.
"Zee why are you so lost mister i ain't leaving you ___
He pulls his face towards his own and nibbled his lips on his upper one mumbling what's my birthday gift. Zayn shakes those cursed thoughts away and gave him a sweet smile. He took his hands in his and together they walked towards their room. The guests were also leaving,it was almost midnight and today was full moon. Making this day more special for the lovers of the pack.
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Moon was hidden behind dark clouds only showing some of its parts, but that was enough to remove the darkness. Harry was sitting on terrace waiting for zayn who was pacing here and there but not making eye contact with harry like he's so scared of something. It was about to rain, full moon and rain is kinda common and a oldest mystery in folks and no one knows the real reason behind it. They all have their own perception some says the first luna of folks was mated with the goddess of rain and so they always appear toghther.
Harry called him again after five minutes it was so dark and the thin fabric of his cotton shirt was not giving him any warmth from this wizzing wind.But eventually Zayn came and harry ran into his arms and usually he picks him up and spin him around,but this time he didn't he pull himself from his embrace and motion him to sit on the chair. He kneel down in front of him and grab both of his rosy palms peppering it with his small kisses. And it was the only sound which could be heard in that darkness his lips on his skin.
"Zayn what's wrong is something bothering you."
He shook his head and wiped his unknown tears which skipped his eyes without even telling him.
"I just love you soh much harry and these words never describe how I feel about you__
"but um there's someone else who loves you much much more than I'll ever do_
And harry took his hands away from him looking at him with an unreadable expression, cause Zayn was not making any sense. No one love him more than Zayn_ no one. He tried to get up but he held him by his waist and buried his teary face in his stomach whimpering his name that i love you.
Harry knows the reason behind these insecurities, but his heart is as pure as his soul not even in his dream he had ever thought about someone else except this man. And sometimes it becomes really hard to make them realise how much they mean to you and without them breathing becomes hard. He wrapped both of his arms around his body crushing him like he used to do in childhood whenever they cuddle after watching Anabella.
He removed his hair from his face and kissed his forehead again and again till there was no tears left in his eyes only I'm allowed to live in your eyes not these unknown tears.
"Marry me malik".
He softly mumbled in his mouth between their breathless kisses, his kisses always makes him happy, whether he's sick or mad just one kiss from harry and he would feel fine. He smiled with his glossy eyes,his tears holding the reflection of harry in their mirror.
"We already are ."
He said atlast picking his body in his arms in bridal style leaving terrace and those thoughts which was trying to take him away from his love. Maybe it's the journey of just two steps, but surving and the nurturing of love is always hard. To love someone and to be in love with someone is totally different. Life will be tough , there will be hurdles but until and unless this soul is engulfed on his chest his every pain becomes bearable. He inspired him to be someone_a one who's always better than ourselves.
He's everything he could ever ask for not just a lover but a friend with whom he share a beautiful intimacy,with whom he make love,with whom he always get a shoulder to lay his head on,with whom walking in darkeness ain't big thing,with whom he fall every day, every minute, every second cause he knows his arms will always hold him no matter what.
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"A lover is nothing but just a bestfriend with whom you share a beautiful intimacy. Love is just the last step of friendship and the first step of love is friendship."
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