Her Mistress [COMPLETED]

Chapter 33

I was just facing the mirror. Looking at myself and asking why I'm feeling this. She captured my heart and I don't know why? What did I do to feel this?

Natawa ako ng mahina at nag simula ulit na mag hakot ng damit at ibalik sa maleta na dinala ko noong unang dating ko dito.

After the incident yesterday I decided to go back here and spend the rest of the day thinking about that asshole. I was just happy because I had the opportunity to destroy his fucking face.

I so much hate his face, why? Because we have the same face, magkamukhang mag kamuka kami and Selena was right, he is the boy version of me and I hate that. Ayaw ko na ulit ma involve sa buhay nila.

I looked at my knuckles, it was already violet because of the impact of my punches. Glad that I broke his perfect nose and I think we're quits now.

I smiled bitterly at isinara ng mahigpit ang maleta na hawak ko. I grab my jacket and I made my way out. Sa labas nakaabang na si Tay Ben at sina nanay Helena. Lumapit ako sa kanila at nag mano.  I turn around to look at my small house.

Atleast may babalikan ako in case na mangyari ulit ang nangyari.

"Nay Helena maraming salamat po sa pagbantay sa isla na ito ah. Sana patuloy niyo pa rin akong samahan". I seriously said.

"Wala iyon Keni. Mabuti nga dahil hindi na namin iniisip ang renta sa loob ng limang taon. Maraming salamat sa pag papatira saamin dito.". Nakangiting sabi niya. I embraced her and tatay ben.

Mahigit tatlong buwan at kahalati rin akong nanatili dito at napamahal ako sa bawat gawain at kina Nay Helena. Kasama ko sanang babalik sa city si Selena pero hindi pa niya nakuha ang go signal ng kompanya na sinasabi niya.

"Basta bumalik ka parati dito kung wala kang magawa sa siyudad ha". She said. I smiled at tinulungan na ako ni Tay Ben na ilagay sa bangka ang maleta ko.

"Hoy! Galingan mo mag benta ng Ice cream ha, at ikaw Madie, sa susunod na balik ko dito bibigyan na kita ng cellphone". Sabi ko sa kanilang magkapatid.

"Sana lang hindi mo ako paasahin ate Khane ah". Natatawang sabi niya at lumapit to give me a tight hug. 

"Eh ano ang saakin?". Tanong ni Selena.

"Susunod ka rin naman doon basta inform me kapag pupunta kana doon para naman maayos ko ang condo ko.". I said.

Maaga kaming umalis ni Tatay Ben para maaga rin akong makarating sa city. Medyo dalawang oras ang biyahe papunta doon isama mo pa ang biyahe sa bangka. Kailangan ko pang mag maneho at para hindi ko na maabutan pa ang traffic.

Habang nasa gitna ng malalim na dagat, I was thinking about that particular email na dumating kahapon lang. Finally, Anastasia send me an email na may lamang formal letter telling me that I should go back.

Dumating na siya, her message told me so kaya papunta na ako doon ngayon. Ayaw ko sana, I want to live my life here and not to think about her anymore pero may nakalagay sa message na kinakailangan ko talagang bumalik. 

I don't know her reason but whatever her reason is, she still dumped me without a word. Just a weird sticky note. If she truly likes me sana manlang sinabihan niya ako ng maayos.  

One more reason why I decided to go back, is because of this fucking feeling. I still want her, I still need her, fucking love her! My feeling is deep, I'm inlove with her and she didn't even cared about me.

The reason why she emailed me is because of business matter. After three months of waiting, finally she's back. Gusto pa ba niya ako? Or she's happy now?