my best friend

Sometimes it takes mistakes after mistakes and then you realize that the reason why the relationship is not working is because you're trying too hard and you don't realize that if you became best friends that means he or she already loves you and you apparently love them. but you can't handle the friendship part now. and then you sabotage yourself you sabotage him .you have sabotage your whole friendship .that you're trying to pick up the pieces of years that has gone by the reason why he doesn't know your true feelings. Is because now the rules have changed and you have been through so many changes as the best friend .and just a brief moment as the lovers . That doesn't even count that's like trying on a training wheel for a bicycle or training bra or maybe tasting something but not a long-term relationship that's scary. But that's why you two became best friends are you thinking clearly who cares the fact that you're thinking and about him or her oh yeah game face on watch out whoever you are confidence is back and this is why Captain Edward James and solara Houston has a standoff of love see you at the finish line no matter what Love Will conquer .

My best friend he was his own man no woman can tame him we became friends very quickly I can't remember a day that went by that we weren't friends not even the days we could have called the whole friendship off.

But the fact that we didn't that alone meant something we didn't create but God did.

The beginning I don't think anyone I ever knew was more handsome more sure of himself than he was captain Edward James, I remember the day he first caught my attention.

I was washing my hair outside under the clothes line and I saw this amazing frame tall handsome clean.

I could hear his control he held the power of confidence.

For some reason men with power turned me on.

I was instantly attracted how in such a few minutes it was because I saw someone who wasn't afraid to say I am powerful because I'm not afraid to say I'm only human. But there's so much more to me than you see right now.

It's like the version of he's mysterious but I want to know more so this becomes his first power of the chase.

I bet you or anyone who has ever relationship can remember the chase rather good or bad long term or short.

Are it's like when a man says she has the perfect body but I know she's the brains that I crave so this chick is labeled sexy with brains until the average woman loses focus and she becomes just another pretty face.

The Chase is slowing down and coming to a halt.

Well that's my side of the story and if you know my best friend is better if you don't know but, you act like you do versus saying you do and you really don't, know because you're clueless.

That's the last part of the chase now he's looking for something else seeking something else is what the male eagle does best.

But there's also the female who can't ever let a man know she's attractive to him that also feeds on the female ego.
Now we have ego versus ego.
I never thought any other girl was suitable 100% perfect for him so I imagine the check off list and they never got to a 100%, so instant no for my best friend I did it every time it was always an excuse until.

Okay maybe reasonably someone is treading the danger zone marriage what no way they want an evil twisted plot of no she's not good enough for you and oh by the way.

I think I love my best friend madly head over heels in love that ought to give you a jolt or twisted Fate.

First of all is what the conversation started with from him his side of the story that is I never said I was marrying anyone.