my best friend

My Best Friend part 2

Captain Edward James followed because after I left the dance party there was a knock at the door I got up open and to my surprise captain"what are you doing here? He did not respond to my question he just grabbed me and started kissing me I was in love so I responded we did things that I'll probably will still hold my grandkids ears for but I'm not ashamed. It's the next day and we repeated but he left 5 minutes ago I'll never forget how he moved across my body like a treasure map I can't believe it's been so long since his amazing touch now I love him more than so much but I can't let go so date three got to have him one more time before he jumps the broom oh look another way to get his attention other than sex although that was a great strategy I don't want him only thinking about us for just sex I want him to always want me. SolaraHouston washed up and went into phase 3 old girly was still out of town so I got dressed in my sexy sundress I got a full petticoat and feet work it goes well together. I quickly paid the clerk of nails for you fancy sat under the dryer drying my nails and soaking my feet well deserved after the dancing.
The colors blue and burgundy balloons with tiny hearts it's cute and afterwards spa day and my hair I got those barrel curls with a twist and a swoop across the front and had my long hair drapping across my back.
Afterwards I checked my phone One missed call wonder who that could be
Sure I'll meet you there I hung the phone up yes date three. We made it our favorite table way in the back where they always keep the lights dim for you so I was going to cook you something but I decide to bring you here. Captain ordered appetizer four-way platter barbecue shrimp coconut shrimp beer batter shrimp and butterfly shrimp
Potato skin with bacon and sour cream two bowls of she crab stew with seafood bread one Michelob light and one Miller light and a bottle of wine and two salads all the way with ranch dressing and vinaigrette dressing. We have not had this in a long time solara said to the captain I like to think it's a treat. It was the perfect perfect date we just talked it was like we were getting to know each other all over again. In the more he talk the more I thought about the power that he held the power that made me fall in love with him in the first place. I knew he thought about the things that we had been through for the years and even tonight it was special. The waitress brought our check but we Egnored it.
Do you want to dance Captain ask me I thought you never asked. Dancing with the captain was like trying on a brand new pair of shoes exciting. The time the date was over it was 12:00 a.m. want to come to my place for a nightcap? The captain always had a way with the words. So I repeated to your place or do you mean my place you know damn well what I meant do I say what I don't mean the captain asked? I guess not I replied.your place ?that's what I said my place Captain repeated. sure I'll go to your place for a nightcap. When we got to his place for the first time I thought about what that meant. He opened the door for me I got out he escorted me to the front door took his keys out unlock the doors and open the door for me and let me in he came behind me and lock the doors behind. I looked at him and all the plans I had made that I longed for him and wanted him I couldn't imagine ever leaving him. Had I gone too far what will tomorrow bring oh girly will be back in the morning does that mean that this is the end for us my knight is shining armor. I felt melancholy I didn't want this night to end. but I was more afraid to go forward .for the first time solara Houston was afraid. what's wrong now he asked? there's nothing wrong it's perfect, I've never had a perfect anything in my whole entire life. But this very moment, solara walked over to the captain. What does this night mean to you she asked?
Then I can fight everything but temptation. Captain looked at her you mean everything to me. What do you want solara? I want you she said softly. You've always had me he said just not the way that you wanted. What do you mean not the way I wanted.? I guess I was younger than because now I need and Solara paused. She looked away now I need everything about you. And she turned around and looked at him and he kissed her tenderly and very slowly.
Is this what you want she shook her head yes. But she stopped herself and said why are you doing it do you always have to have a reason I would like to. Because without a shadow of adults you're the most craziest I've ever seen the wildest but you're the one that took my heart from day one and I believe you still have it so yes this is the reason why he kissed her again she responded this time she did not stop him nor did she will herself to nor did she want to and when they were finished and she was pleased and he was pleased they did not say anything for they sat in the ambience of love that is until the phone rang girly was back now what?. I looked at him and you know not to touch it so the answer machine came on .hi sweetie I'm back I'll get up with you later. He looked at me and said you're definitely crazy.but I'll tell her the truth.did I hear him right.?
Did he just say we're an item.
Wow I really was so past my stages of sabotaging conqueror I am crazy but for him and now that I have and what am I going to do it's always been a cat and mouse game and temptation and now it's real love wasn't just a good sex that made him think that way I had a really touched his heart. I did not know the answer to that question so I got up took a shower and looked at me as if I was definitely on the crazy Land but that's neither here nor there because now he has something else to do I could not bring myself to say those words either so either I was crazy and denial that something had happened and I had changed from wanting to get even. I better pull myself together so that I can keep this amazing man that just said he was going to spill a beans who does that oh my gosh would I have told if I had someone else am I really good for my best friend now I'm going through  speed of thoughts and thinking that he noticed instantly. So what are you doing I'm just thinking about us I said. Well I'm glad you're back. I have some things to take care of and I shall see you around lunch time sure I will still putty in his hands he gave me one last kiss to remember to take me through lunch. And then he left and when I got finished I left I felt very good that he left me in his place it says if you were already together and inseparable. I quickly gather my thoughts finished up The cab came instantly. The home load I came out got into the car and left and went to my house picked up my car got dressed I had already taken a shower at his house. And I went to go take care of some things myself now I had no feelings for what I had done before old girl was my friend I made sure that happened to conquer and not one ounce of me feel guilty until today. That I had him but I waited until all girl was gone to take him was that fair. I know that's the best friend I'm supposed to have his best interest at heart and I did my checklist for myself like I did for all the other woman's. Because what I did I made sure that if my checklist said that I was not good enough for him then I would leave him hurt abandoned wounded and alone but I would still love him so I checked the box yes I really did love him then the next box could you commit with your whole heart no matter what he said or did and I checked that box yes and now if another woman came in tried to destroy the relationship could you hold on for the duration of the time and I stumble a little there. I actually did not know if I could handle someone else tampering with what I had put together so I promised myself but the next question was a stumble I would give a girl a chance to get even maybe that would make me feel better about how I played her but I'm not supposed to care about her I'm supposed to care about the execution of having my best friend mine. But I did care maybe as a woman I did care so the next question if someone else came and asked for me and gave me the same line I gave to him would I be able to strongly say that I was sorry but I want it my best friend I have loved since I was a child. Now that I'm a woman I love him even more damn a brief moment pause does that count as I feel that guilty so I just want to know so I prepare myself for whatever I was going to do I went to eavesdrop is that fair I was a woman I should trust him and that was the next person so I checked yes I trust him but I don't trust myself if I could get past this question if I just did it for the race the chase the conqueror. Clearly I was not that cool he could tell the way I made love to him that I loved him I could tell he cared too he could never hide that kind of feelings even with those answers I still do not know if I can handle someone saying that they love me that much and wanted me from the captain will I stay with the captain I would I pause momentarily to pay attention to the other man drama drama drama queen I I got to where old girl and Captain was. And I listened the conversation was intense and knew she was not my friend she said she was trying to hard but I trusted her. He asked her do you love me some what she said. Somewhat here I was beating myself up and she just loves him some what. He said I care about you and I don't want you hurt so I took my time so this part is going to hurt like hell but I had sex with her she slapped him he backed up. I've never seen the captain and submission before this was intriguing. Said I'm sorry you feel that way. Because I really do care and somehow Solara has taking my heart and has never given it second thoughts until she thought that you and I are going to be married. Married what gave her that idea. Our little success party so she thought that was an engagement party. Yes why didn't you tell me the truth I told her the truth that I was not married anyone nor did I say that. You and I dab a lot but marriage that was never on the plate but now that I find myself being played I wished I had taken it further but I wouldn't have bit I'm a man of my own choice my own free will some of the qualities that made her fall in love with me in the first place. And they never tell her that she intrigued me. The first time the very first time and it's been like that through the years as best friends she has a head on her shoulder but she played with my heart foolishly until I just wanted to see how far she would go but the joke's on me because during that season I found out that I loved her very much. The next question shocked me even more than hearing him say anyways are you going to marry her. I'm thinking about it that's me good to settle down I'm not getting any younger she is a handful. And you are big boy aren't you? That's right I'm a man and I know how to make a man choice another we got that out of the way about her business do you have the paperwork. Yes I do can I see it please. You invested what I said and how I said it right yes I do what you ask. I should be happy to see these numbers. She wants to know who I invested in I invested in her I've always trusted judgment crazy or not she has a brains on her shoulder and the percentage oh wow that's pretty amazing. Now that our business is over with I'll see you later yeah you see me later. Thanks I almost knocked the things down they would have seen me that would have been embarrassing. I quickly got into my car and drove off he was still getting the paperwork so I knew I had a chance to make it back I asked myself as I drove back what I ever tell him what I overheard I don't think I ever tell but somehow things have a way of getting out. But I hope not until we're old and gray and on our porch and then I won't care. If he found out he would say insecure and childish and that I didn't trust him. Now that the competition was not a competition. And I had nothing to worry about and I didn't even feel guilty about any of the things I did after I overheard them she had me almost confessing and according to my driveway got out of the car. And as soon as I got there the phone rang I have something for you what is it I said. It's a surprise I'll be there in 40 minutes I have to make a stop first he said great I said under my breath and what am I going to do I look guilty as hell at least a couple hours I could have fixed it. And that's when it hit me the things we do for love. I made a promise to myself looking in that mirror that when that man got here I would change my ways and walk the street now way and do whatever it took to make amends for what I did behind the scenes today I pulled out my Bible
And I opened it to the Lord's prayer. And then I said a little prayer for myself fix my makeup got on my computer and typed up some things to try to get my mind off what I had become. Another statistic I got to have that man at any cost. But I was not going to regret it. So I checked the box where it says am I the best thing for him and if I'm not can I tell him and I checked yes but I am the best thing for him. And I went to the rest of the list the same way yes yes yes yes. When you knock the door I said one last prayer God get me through this and I promise I won't straight ever again from being honest to him. He came in how you go this is what I was doing behind the scene. Oh really oh wow these are really great numbers so you invested in me yes I did sweetie I love you with everything in me. Your exercise training company is going to be a success they love every idea they love every equipment you have no problem and the money tripled itself. And that young lady whom you thought I was going to marry she did the paperwork for you. Wow I was speechless I did not change my facial expression except for sure how happy I was damn that was some cool shit but I had to I was a woman needing something and he was a man who could deliver it he was a man who could give it to me so I would never regret the choices I made in life never. I don't know if we would be married that he did have the look in his eyes so who knows I'm satisfied knowing that he's mine and that he's not cheating that he's not beating and that he's not a man that would take anything from me but a man that would enhance me. And he was right I had a lot of growing up to do and today I became a woman. He would never have to worry about if I would cheat because I wouldn't he wouldn't have to worry about it if I would be fair because I would be he wouldn't have to worry about anything because I for the first time understand what true love was it wasn't being the winner it was being the one that really cared enough to love you no matter what choices you made no matter what colors you loved no matter if you left the bathroom seat down or up you still would love them no matter what that's real love loving the good and the bad. And I will always stand by his side because he's always been by mine whether I saw him there or not. Do I love him because he chose me of course I do but I would have loved him if he hadn't because true love loves you no matter what choice.