Hold my hand

chapter seven - change

After working for a couple of hours I mostly forgot everything that was going on at home. I cleaned up the dance studio and walked home, it was cold outside I walked through the dead streets, no one was around but something caught my eye, it was a tattoo and piercing shop, and next to it was a hairdresser. I stopped and stared at both shops I then walked into the tattoo and piercing shop.

"How can I help you handsome." A woman covered in tattoos spoke to me in a husky tone.

"I want a lip piercing and a tattoo." I wanted to start new, I wanted to be clean and I wanted to be hot, maybe this is a way of revenge on Jisung, today I'm gonna make him fall in love with me because he deserves to feel the pain he makes me feel. Jisung likes bad boys now I'm going to become one. I didn't even flinch when getting both the tattoo and the lip piercing, the tattoo was written just above my left pec it was in french it read out "cold as ice." I know right cringy but it's in french so who would know.

After putting my t-shirt back on I went to the hair salon, the salon was empty the only person in there was a handsome man.

"Could I get my hair dyed?"  he smiled at me and showed me to my seat.

"What colour would you like?" He asked.

"Purple, dark purple."

I open the door to see all the boys sitting on the couch watching a horror movie.

"Minho Hyung is that you?" Jeongin stared at me completely in shock. I smiled a patted his head, oh yes the part of my plan I forgot to mention is I'm not just gonna be a "bad boy" but I'm gonna be a flirt, why not I live in a house full of hot men, and yes I'm gay it feels good to finally know that.

I sat down in between Chan and Jeongin, all eyes on me.

"I need to tell you guys something," I said

"Sure Lee know what's up?" Chan said.

"I'm gay." I wasn't even scared to tell them since Felix and Chang bin had already came out to everyone.

"We know." Chan patted me on the back.

"Does that mean we can date?" Felix asked jokingly expecting me to say no.

"I'll think about it, sweetie." I winked at him. Jisung was visibly mad, you could see it on his face his ears were red and his eyes were puffy, he's going to cry, I smiled.

"Felix do you wanna go out tonight just you and I?" Hyunjin looked at me, I'll talk to him after but I need to make Jisung jealous. I gave Hyunjin a quick reassuring glance.

"I would love that." He smiled then he sat on my lap, I then started to play with his hair, this is gonna be fun.