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*small mention of blood, violence and panic attacks*

(Also please let me know if my Italian is wrong I apologise in advance because it's probably awful)


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"Who will love you?

Who will fight?

Who will fall far behind?"


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That feeling of being wrapped up in your own duvet, in your own scent, in your own bedroom, in your own home, will forever be my favourite feeling. The familiar feeling of comfort and relaxation, where you practically feel all of your bones and muscles relaxing and your heart rate slowing to a steady pace of peace.

I haven't felt that feeling in a while, actually I think I've only ever felt it when Giana was around.

 I guess you could say it's been a while. 


I know I should move. This isn't my familiar feeling. I know I should stop pretending to be asleep as Ciara moves around her room getting ready for the day as she lets me rest, but I know I won't. I do the same routine every time I stay here. I always feel too embarrassed the morning after my ridiculous behaviour that caused me, yet again, to end up camped in Ciara's bed. I can't seem to face her now that I've had time to think on how pathetic and childish I am to be scared to go back over to my house after breaking curfew. Ciara tells me she really doesn't mind me staying and she always assures me that her parents are ok with it, but I'm just too cowardly to talk to her in the mornings.

So after every one of my stays, or should I say, Intrusions. I wait until Ciara is ready and has left before I sneak out her window and back to my house where my mother awaits me with a lovely welcome back.

The sound of my phone pinging almost causes me to open my eyes until I realise it's probably just Ciara leaving her usual text, letting me know she'll be back soon and that I can stay here and hide longer if need be, she always leaves one when I have to stay since I tend to sleep longer and she is a morning person.

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⏰ Last updated: May 09, 2022 ⏰

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