I could stay lost forever and not even care; lie. See all I do is lie; to make people feel better; well to make the four people stop worrying about me. Connor, Bradley, Tristan and James have been there for me; I've pushed them away yet they still come back; maybe it's time for change. Ah, but there are two changes that can happen; I could rather die 🔪 or let them in 😱
I really don't know which change to make. The demons will be angry; yet I will be happy. I need to stop pushing them away; the demons are all in my head and I'm making them stronger by making them win. No more; I hope.
Maybe this is the change I need; the change I want as well. I want to be happy; I need to be happy. Connor, James, Bradley and Tristan make me happy. They have made me realise that maybe if you fight off the demons and not let them get to you; it will all be alright in the running.
But then life gets to me; but maybe life will decide to do things that will make me happy. I really do not know; I should know but I cannot predict the future. I always dream to be happy and now is my chance. I'm gonna make a change; not for the lads or the demons but for myself. If I'm happy I know the lads will be happy because they made me realise that I need to be happy so they will be happy knowing that they made me happy. Wow loads of happy's then hah.
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