Hobbledehoy

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I'm no better than a girl who's unsure of who I am,
But thankfully I'm not one of those that needs saving from a man.

Maybe I'm shy or I could just be insecure,
But most people either call me childish or for my age mature.
I know those are two totally opposite things,
But at least that's what other people's impressions brings.

Always looking for compliments or validation,
I really try to make a good impression.
But as time goes by you'd start to realize I'm a little annoying and crazy,
Although my family just thinks I'm lazy.

The truth is I'm actually trying my best,
But according to my old man my intelligence depends on marks from test.

I wish I was like those pretty girls,
The one's as elegant as pearls.
I wish I had a shiny and attractive aura,
The ones who can be princesses like Aurora.

I wish was smart and had the brains,
But everytime I try to do Math my head pains.
I wish I wasn't so stupid,
Or perhaps I just wish schoolwork was more lucid.

Let's hope I can work on finding myself soon,
But not now of course, maybe tomorrow afternoon.

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