MY CHIEF EXECUTIVE LOVER

CHAPTER: 4

A man walked out in the doorway and I was shocked to see who it was...

It was Bryan Huston, my high school crush. 

WHAT THE  FUCK!

I stare at him with my mouth open. 

What's he doing here? 

" Atari? " Bryan said. " OMG, I thought you died, you didn't even contact me after we graduated from high school !"

" Umm- You two know each other? " Bryan's girlfriend, whose name I didn't know yet asked.

" Yeah, we were like the best buds in high school! We took every single class together. But then I guess we just went our different ways ." Bryan said 

Bryan looks at me, who was still confused about what was happening, and it was as if he was expecting me to say something.

" Y-yeah, uh we were like really close friends, just friends," I said, seeing the tension on his girlfriend's face. 

She showed an expression of relief and with a smile on her face, she said," You might wanna catch up with your friend, why don't you come inside? Oh by the way I am Amelia. You can call me Amy for short ." 

Amelia? That's a pretty name for a pretty girl like her.

"Nah, actually I gotta go. There are a lot of things I need to set up so.. I will see you guys next time. " I hope not.

The next few hours were....nostalgic, no that's definitely not the right word. But it was intense.

We used to be friends until I fell for him, head over heels. Or maybe we became friends because I was intentionally in every class and club he was in. Intentionally

At prom, I had planned to confess to him, but things just didn't turn out that way. He asked someone else for prom, right in front of me, but got rejected.
After that, the whole prom was just him drinking and blabbering how much he liked her.
All he ever asked me that day was ,

" Do you like someone? Oh forget it, you don't even look at guys. You probably don't know how it feels to see someone you like, liking someone else! And over it all, getting rejected in public hurts like hell. Damn it! "

My heart was pierced with arrows, so many that I couldn't count. It was bleeding.

I wanted to face him, and tell him that I knew what it was like. I knew what it felt like. At least you were able to confess. At least that person got to know your feelings.

Mine are still stuck inside of me . Forcing their way out, but I don't let them. Do you know how much that hurts Bryan? Seeing you moan for someone else ! .

Yes, I don't look at other guys, because you were the one and only for me.
Being rejected in public is much better, than being rejected without even being able to confess.

The guy, I loved with all my heart, is right beside me, but his heart is with someone else. That hurts a thousand times more.

Yet you ask me , Do you know how it feels ? I know better than anyone else!

All these thoughts were locked, sealed, and burried deep down in the ocean, but seeing him again has brought them to the shore.

I had tried to forget about him , and I really did. I was able to get over it . My feelings for him  lessened day by day. Until they were no more.
At least, that's what I thought.

Today , those feeling have set off again. This time, with an uncontrollable force.

That night , my ears were exceptionally sharp . I could hear every movement upstairs.

I could hear the moans , laughter. I sensed happiness.
Maybe, she is the one for you. I pressed my lips hard and sighed. 

A good start to the day doesn't always mean that the ending will be good !