The Perfect Boyfriend

The Saturday

My eyes flutter open to the sun shining in my face.
I'm still at Philipps house.
I shuffle around to wake him up.
His eyes open "How was your sleep?" He asks keeping his arms around me.
"Good, yours?" I ask back.
"It was good."
"Umm, Philipp, did we, you know, last night?"
"No" he shakes his head.
"Ok"
"Why'd you ask?" He sits up.
I lay across his lap and look up at him "Because I had one of those deep sleeps where you can't remember what happened the night before"
He leans down and kisses me "Trust me you'd know when that has happened, you'd be pulled closer to me."
The door is knocked on "Kids breakfast is ready!"
"That would be my mother"
I get up "Let's go eat" I kiss him.
"Stop kissing me" He giggles,kissing me.
"Then you stop" I go the door.
"Follow me to the dining room"
"Ok Sir"
He goes down the stairs and I follow.
"Good morning you two" his mother says setting food on the table.
I felt odd because Philipp and his mother had brown hair and brown eyes with fair skin and I had taned skin(abit darker than the actual colour) dirty blonde hair with bright hazel eyes.
"You can sit here" Philipp pulls a chair out for me.
"Thank you'' He pushes me in.
"So when did you two meet" His mother says sitting down in front of us.
"Thrusday" Philipp answers.
"Are you two together"
"Yes mother"
"Now I have someone to tell embarrassing story's of you when you were little"
"You better not"
"When he..."
He rams the table" You always do this to me!'' He shouts and get up and goes to his room.
"May I be excused?"
"Yes you may dear!"
I grab his plate plus mine and go up stairs.
I bang on the door with my head.
"Who is it!" He shouts.
"It's just me!" I shout.
He opens the door and takes his plate" Come in"
"If I did anything I'm sorry"
"You didn't do anything"
I smile and start eating.
We finish eating in an hour.
"Where can I put these?"
"Just on my corner table by the door"
"Ok" I get up and put them on the table.
I go back and throw myself on his bed "What can we do"
He comes over and lays down beside me "I don't know"
I look at him and smile.
He go on top of me and starts kissing me.
I didn't think of anything and start kissing him back.
The thing my head was screaming was everything is moving to fast.
My voice in my head was doing was rotting my brain with stupid stuff like it was already saying.
He slowly starts to slip my dress off.
So I start to unbutton his jeans and slip his shirt off.
I breath in deeply then let it out.
I didn't know what to do just then my brain kicked in you're loosing your virginity.
I look at him and he looks back "You sure you want to do this?"
I remember Emilia said I'm basically his boy toy.
Now I know what she means.