-April, 2020-
Beomgyu pov
It only went downhill from there.
I thought they'd finally acknowledged my existence and would take my feelings into account.
But I guess not.
I thought Taehyun would stay by my side.
But he just got more and more distant, hanging out with friends more often.
Him and Huening being in the same year didn't help either, Huening being with Taehyun and their friends all the time as well.
And Soobin hyung is going for honors in college, that being very draining.
I was left alone day in and day out because Yeonjun hyung is at work basically 24/7.
At the end of the day, I'm always left alone with my thoughts.
And have I mentioned how much I hate my thoughts?
I felt suffocated with all the negative thoughts in my head.
And it doesn't help that I have no other friends.
No one else to confide in.
The one person I'm closest to outside of the group is my co-worker, Jeongin.
But even he has his own friends, and we don't talk outside of work.
It's hard comforting yourself.
Relying on yourself isn't the best option.
But at this point, that's my only option.
The loneliness I feel.. it's slowly suffocating me..
I can feel myself starting to slip..
It's past depression at this point.
I feel I'm on the brink of insanity.
There's only so much I can take until I snap
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FanfictionBeomgyu has had enough. He thought it was fine it the beginning, but he soon came to realize that his friends didn't care for him as he did for them. He's tired of being the "5th wheel" The outcast The odd one out "why.. w-why are you doing this..?"...
