Watch Your Mouth.

Fucked Up Truth

It's been three months without Soap up your ass, you're still scared to be around him but not as much as before. Ghost has been keeping you entertained and safe since the incident, he spoils you. Ghost is probably the best guy you've had and still want. Ghost was out training troops and you were in his dorm cooking him food to come home to. As you were trying to find a spice you needed you open a drawer and find a bunch of notes. They're all from his wife... One had the date of a few days ago. You throw all the food out and lay on the floor crying. Ghost walks in half an hour later, "Y/N babe I'm baaaack where are youuuu," he says teasingly as if he wants to joke around, he comes around the corner and sees you in the fetal position on the floor, all the letters around, he kneels next to you and picks one up.  "Oh Y/N I was gonna throw these out, I'm sorry," you sit up quickly pounding on his chest saying things you didn't mean. Ghost let's you get it out, then wraps his arms around you. "Oh hun, if you would've read this one," he grabs one from 4 months ago, "You'd see she left me, she found a guy out at the bar one night and left," you grab it and skim over it. It talks about how she found a better more handsome guy who doesn't wear a mask and can actually see her, then mentions you, and how Ghost would talk about you. She knew he was in love with you. It was the shittiest way to leave him, but she wasn't wrong when it came to me and him. We loved each other deeply, I mean really, what other man would let you pound his chest, in anger for as long as you need, reassure you, and still love you the same.

Ghost did throw the notes out, and agreed that you can read all the notes he gets before he can if it will make you happy. Soap and you slowly started talking again, Ghost wasn't happy about it.

You started sleeping in your dorm with Soap, every night he would watch The Walking Dead, kiss your forehead, and play with your hair.

One night Soap didn't sleep with you because of a meeting that night with Kate Laswell. You wake up and feel energized, you get dressed and brush your teeth and head to the gym. Ghost is there by himself, some women stand around watching him, he never used to really go to the gym so they were shocked seeing him, especially since you could see all his scars and muscles, oh, and because he wore his mask to work out. You walk passed every girl and next to Ghost giving him a tap on the shoulder, he jumps a little and snaps his head to see who it was. His eyes smiled at you as he wraps his arm around you and pulls you in, "I'm surprised to see you here," he said you smile and hug him back, "You stink Ghost," he laughs, "I know but I'm feeling better about myself," you smile and do your routine as he spots you and guards you from any weirdos in there. Ghost walks you back, you're 10 feet from your dorm when Soap turns the corner and spots you, walking up to you briskly. Ghost puts his hand on your stomach, stepping in-front of you. Soaps eyes narrow. He stands about three feet in front of us, "Y/N I told you I don't want him around if we're together," Ghost chuckles and says lowly, "Scared of me taking her huh mate?" Soap rolls his eyes and stretched out his hand, "We're going Y/N," Ghost is about to say something when you walk under his arm and put your hand on his chest, "No Ghost let it be, I don't want you two to fight," You got on your tiptoes and kiss his cheek and whisper, "I love you Ghost, if I need you Ill call you," he smiles and nods. You grab Soaps hand as he angrily drags you back to your dorm.

"Why we're you with him?" Soap snaps at you, "I just wanted to work out and stay up on my fitness," you reply softly. Soap grabs your face making you look at him from your bed, he's almost leaning over you. "Say it louder Y/N," you repeat yourself louder, he gives you a soft tap on the cheek, "Gooooood girl," he says with a smile across his sweaty face. He traces his finger across your cheek and jawline, running his hand into your hair and gives it a good pull. You smile but you're not in the mood to fuck. "I'm gonna shower," Soap turns away and says.
You lay in your bed and slowly fall asleep to the sound of the shower.