KAANCH - Strong & Fragile

4.

Dhruvi's (p.o.v)

Emotions are internal experiences, but very often they are expressed in metaphors as if they are external physical experiences.

Even though It's 5 years, even though I stop feeling anything, right now when I'm face to face with that person whom I once trusted the most, loved the most, Mrs.Rakhi Manish Luthra my mother heh, what an irony I thought.

Because after seeing her I felt like someone shot a bullet in my heart...
But I didn't show it on my face because I don't want to show anything to the person who betrayed me in the worst way. So whatever I felt in my heart my face stayed the same with an indifferent and bored expression...I master it in prison.

Rakhi (p.o.v)

I never thought that one day I become the reason for pain in my child's life.
I never thought because of my one decision I became the darkness in her life. Where she once found peace now it became the reason for her pain...

Not only me maybe all the family members are thinking like that... Like me maybe they also feel regret, pain, and all kind of emotions...

After the breaking news, no one leaves the room everyone just felt shocked just like me...

(Flashback)

All Luthra's are seating in the living room, no one said a word everyone is busy digesting the news they heard...

(M-Manish, R-rakhi, d-daadi, k-Karan, R- Rishabh, k-Kareena, p-preeta, s-Sherlyn, etc.)

M- how can I do this, why didn't I trust my child, my princess, why I'm not a good father I broke my child's trust and pushed her into darkness while. he said in a broken voice

D- it's not only you Manish it's not only you she said while crying...

I just numbly stand there I didn't know what to do or what to say after sending her to prison with my own hands after throwing her out of our life on my own hand I don't think I have the right to say anything...

When preeta and Sherlyn comes to me and held me from both sides... They have pain in their eyes they felt sympathy for me for us. Right they don't know what kind of things we said we did to our dhruvi our baby girl, they only know that we had a daughter the youngest of Luthra family members who were in prison but WHY do they don't know...

You don't have to feel sympathy for us beta, I said while they helped me to seat on the sofa...

We are the murderer here we killed the hope, trust of our dhruvi... We don't deserve your sympathy, I don't deserve one... I say cryingly...

P- mummy Ji i don't know what kind of things you did or said to Dhruvi in your past but I do know that you love her even though you never showed that but you love her... She said with her softest voice

S- Ji mummy Ji but now is not time to cry we have a bond to mend our family's daughter is coming back to us after 5 years... My bardi bhau said with determination but in a soft voice.

P- and don't worry mummy Ji our dhruvi won't leave us now because we won't let her so please don't cry don't be so gloomy, we should be happy so when dhruvi came she feels the good vibe not the gloomy one...she said

S- and mummy Ji you just tell me what kind of dish she likes I'll make her favorite food so after eating she won't feel sad...

Right, I'll help you she likes the handmade halwa I said with new hope, yes I can still win her heart with our love and I'll promise to myself that I'll always be going to trust my children I said with new determination...

(Flashback ends)

Seeing her after 5 years I felt like my heart will come out anytime my baby is back...

Malti- hello Mrs.Luthra, in multi miss.dhruvis counselor...

I heard the woman in the blue dress say while my baby is behind her with a blank face... I didn't answer her I didn't say anything because my eyes are stuck on my baby who is standing a few feets away from me... I want to hug her and kiss her head, but my feets don't move I just stand there and stared at her...

M- hello Miss.Malti im Manish Luthra  her husband and dhruvi's father

Dhruvi (p.o.v)

I told myself that I won't react, I won't give any reaction to my so-called family because it's a waste of time they don't deserve me...

In prison, I thought that it was my fault that my family didn't trust me they didn't hear me out for once because its all my fault because I had an anger issue but no in my 3rd year in prison of children I got my answer it's not my fault that they didn't trust me its there fault because they don't deserve me!! But when I heard what my so-called Father Mr.Manish Luthra said I felt my mind went to blust mode or something...

YOU ARE NOT i growled!!

We both are staring each other i refuse to acknowledge the emotions that shows in his eyes i refuse to acknowledge my own feelings... Because its a burden and i dont like burden in my life!!

Malti-*ahem* hello mr.luthra,

M- broke his eyes contact with me and look at malti and said please come in, we can talk inside!!

Malti- sure!! She said with her irritating smile. And step in the new hell whole of my life!

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I know lots of people are thinking that its to overdramatic or something, but family trust is something that if its broke then the  person dont have a safe zone to go when he is down or something, because friends, partner dont give guarantee that they will stay forever but family do!!

Well its my thoughts so don't mind much!!

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