Am I in Love...?

Roses

Kakashi opened his eyes feeling a small drip of blood down his arm. He looked and saw a
small sharp razor in his hand coated in blood. He sat up from the wall and stood up shakily.
Kakashi walked to the sink and turned it on.

He was about the clean his arms when he pressed the razor in his skin hard "what a girl!"
He closed his eyes as he yelled at himself.

He stuck his hands in the sink and cleaned the remaining blood. Kakashi pressed against
his arms with a towel and walked to his room. He rolled some bandages he got from his bathroom
and checked the time.

It was 2:11 am as Kakashi pressed his head against the wall. He was sat on his bed looking
out the window. It was still raining so he got up to get something.
He grabbed his umbrella and opened the door.

He walked out the gate and closed it behind him. He felt the wet sidewalk under his shoes
as he walked. The rain hit the blue umbrella like needles hitting a counter, it was really loud.

Kakashi watched the ground and his feet as he walked. "Why does everything
good have to make my life more confusing..?" Kakashi closed his eyes tightly
"Why am I so different!" Kakashi opened his eyes and stopped.

"..I mean it's not like Obito is confusing or mean... he's probably the first person
to ever make me feel this way" Kakashi smiled sadly. "He's different" Kakashi's
face heated up as he thought of Obito.

The violent push against the locker made Kakashi flinch a little.

"What you looking at girl!" Kakashi had upset a bully AGAIN for no reason at all, and
now he snapped at Kakashi.

"What did I even do this time!" Kakashi yelled as his wrists were pinned against the locker.

Sensitive words again :(

"I don't wanna see a Fag like you! Beat it!"

Kakashi was released and he quickly walked away with a sour attitude. "What a di#$head"
Kakashi thought as he walked into his homeroom class and sat down in his seat.

"Ey! Queer! Where's my homework" Derrick walked to Kakashi with a smirk.

"Leave me alone or-"

"Or you're boyfriend will come around and protect you like a little b#&$%" Derrick
said getting a bit of giggles from the class.

"He's not my boyfriend" Kakashi said looking away.

"Yeah you wish, where's my homework?" Derrick asked again

"I didn't do it. You can't order me around like I'm you're bi*#$" Kakashi
said confidently

"Oh you wanna fight don't ya!" Derrick yelled making everyone pull out their phones.

"Alright! That's enough Derrick! Detention. After school" Minato said as he walked behind
Derrick.

"...fine" Derrick said walking back to his seat giving Kakashi a death glare.

"Alright. Sorry for the interruption class I will start attendance. Asuma?"

Kakashi looked out the window to the fountain. He stared at it intently "you're cute when you're all
stuttery" Obitos voice echoed through Kakashis head as his face heated up with a smile.

"Kakashi?"

"Hm?" Kakashi looked over

"..here?" Minato asked looking strait at Kakashi

"Oh! Here.." Kakashi said getting some laughter from the class.
Kakashi put his head down.

"Thinking? That's a first" Derrick whispered from behind. Derrick had sent in a request to move
his seat right behind Kakashi just to be annoying.