Heartstopper oneshots<3

David..no..

Tw for SA, more in detail SA and swearing
Cw for a panic attack and manipulation
Yeah I'm starting this off with angst..it's what i do best

It was March 13th, the day Nick's brother was coming back from collage. Nick was sat on his bed texting Charlie, he had told Charlie he was worried about David coming back home and he was never the..best sibling for him to say the less..

Charlie: It can't end too badly, you'll get through it i promise 😊

Nick: but what about when he finds out about you and me?

Charlie: then..we can keep it a secret if you wanted..but we're trying to be out right? That includes the neg sides of it

Nick: how are you so right all the time 🥲

Charlie: it's just how i am..being the classic quiet nerd

Nick: going out the a jock..

Charlie: yep!

Nick: i have to go..he's here..i love you! Ttyl ❤️❤️❤️

Charlie: i love you too! Good luck! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Nick: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Charlie: we aren't doing this lol go see your brother ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Nick: okay okay I'm leaving bye

Charlie: bye ❤️

Nick put his phone in his pocket and took a deep breathe before walking stairs, he could hear distant chatter between his mother and his brother. He got to the bottom step and nick and his brothers eyes met, a smirk formed on David's face before he walked over and hugged Nick. Nick shook him off a bit but in the end hugged back.

"Yo! What's up it's been so long" David said to Nick, Nick didn't respond as his brother was suffocating him in a very strangely tight hug. After awhile David finally put him down and nick laughed half heartedly.

"You must be exhausted from your trip David! Come come let's go to your old room!" Their mom proposed, both shook their head and walked to David's room which was two room away from Nick's. His mom was having a conversation with David while Nick sat in the background before they all said goodnight.

Nick: that was so awkward oh my gosh 😭

Charlie: i saw that coming lol i told u that you'll make it out though didn't i?

Nick: i thought we already addressed the fact your a genius didn't we char?

Charlie: i thought you said you wouldn't call me that anymore 🤨

Nick:..uh..uh..i have to go to sleep

Charlie: uh huh..goodnight i love you txt me in the morning ❤️❤️❤️

Nick: goodnight, love you too ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Charlie:I'll let you win for now..

Nick: hehe

Nick plugged in his phone and put it beside him on his night stand and turned his LED lights too green to help him sleep. He laid down and started dozing off when he heard his door open..he slowly opened his eyes and saw his brother walk in.

"Hey..what's up? Ya need something?" Nick asked, David only chuckled and smirked before walked over to Nick's bed and pinning him down.

"Get the fuck off dude it's too late for wrestling" Nick said, though David didn't respond and only tightened his grip before saying something that made shivers go down his spine.

"I'm tryna do a different kind of wrestling..you've got a amazing body you know that right? Over college i didn't get hooked up as much as i wanted too and your gonna fill in for that, and if you say anything or scream or anything like that i will tell dad and the rest of our family your gay and got a little boyfriend got it?" David explained Nick stayed silent, he was shaking and tears we're in his eyes but he shook his head 'yes.' David escalated it and forced Nick to go all the way with him.

Next morning.

Nick sat in his bed, tears staining his face as he was still sobbing, he felt disgusting and everything hurt. David had went back to his room when he was done with him. It was a school day..how was he supposed to cope through a school day after that? He got up slowly, his lower side still hurting due to David, he manages to get changed and ready though his eye bags were obvious.

"Good morning Nicky! Are you okay? Did you get any sleep last night?" His mother asked, Nick only nodded it off and announced he was on his way to school. It was obvious something was wrong but no one but him and David could know.

After Nick got to school

He walked though the gates, ignoring all the people calling his name. Tao walked by him and tried to spark a conversation but it was obvious nick wasn't into it, Tao tried grabbing his wrist and something happened to Nick..he started shaking and thinking back to that moment with David.

he walked away quickly and got to form before he placed his head down. He still couldn't breathe and was shaking and he couldn't stop it. He started crying and people walked up to him and asked if he was alright or if he needed to step out but he couldn't respond. He heard a familiar voice but he couldn't pinpoint it.

"Hey Nick?it's me Charlie it's okay I'm here come on we're gonna step out.." Charlie..CHARLIE he knew Charlie that was his boyfriend..he was safe with him..they both stepped out while charlie helped Nick walk out. They found a empty classroom and sat down, Nick hid himself in Charlie's chest.

"It's okay everything's alright I'm here okay?" Charlie comforted, Nick shook his head and cried for a straight 5 minutes before he started to feel better. Nick was exhausted and wasn't sure how much longer he could keep his eyes open and was dozing off.

"You can't fall asleep on me sorry we're in school..are you okay though? What caused this..?" Charlie asked Nick..Nick stayed silent before clearing is throat.

"..um..i uh..i need to tell you something..i need you to not tell anyone about it either.. okay?.." Nick proposed, Charlie shook his head in agreement. Nick was shaking and Charlie grabbed his hands, a slight blush covered Nick's face as a response.

"You know how my brother..um..you know how he came back last night..well he um..he..h-he..fuck I'm sorry i cant..i can't it hurts it hurts so much" Nick explained..Charlie was confused but shook is head and let Nick hug him.

"What hurts Nick?" Charlie asked. Nick looked down and grabbed onto Charlie tighter. He sniffled a few times before pulling out his phone and pulling up the notes up and typing things quickly.

My brother..did things to me last night that i didn't like..and Tao grabbed my wrist and it made me think back to that and i guess i freaked out..

Charlie read though it, trying to process it before it finally hit him what Nick's brother did to him. Tears filled Charlie's eyes before he hugged Nick tightly. Before Charlie could respond to the confession there was a knock on the door.

"Are you boys alright? If you need to leave the school I've written a pass you can give to reception." The professor explained, they both responded okay and Charlie helped Nick up and they both thanked the professor and made their way to the receptionist and passed it to her and left to go back to Charlie's house.

"Hey Nick..you know we'll get through this together right..?" Charlie said, Nick stayed silent and still for a second but shook his head after a while, for the first time since last night he actually said fully something..

"Yeah..yeah i do..thank you.." Nick said, Charlie smiled and they kept on walking.