sick day

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im sorry omg i forgot this exist💀💀
anyways i hope yall enjoy!!

also trigger warning, abuse!!

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Finally Atsushi made the spring soup, ready to serve. He got a tray, putted the bowl on it and went back to Akutagawa's room.

"Food is ready!!" As he entered, he saw Akutagawa sleeping so he putted the tray in the corner and sitted next to him.

He started just staring at him, "What are you doing Atsushi.. wake him up!!" he thought, but he couldnt. He was sleeping so peacefully. The sunlight from the window was hitting his face, it was making his face shine. "How pretty.." Atsushi thought, even though he couldnt see his face because of the mask.

The room was so silent, the only thing Atsushi could hear was Akutagawa's breathing. He was staring at him so carefully, if Akutagawa woke up just now, he would probably get the wrong idea.

Atsushi suddenly got closer, his hands reached into Akutagawas face. He carefully and slowly started pulling his mask down. "He is gonna kill me for this.." just then, Akutagawa suddenly opened his eyes and stood up.

"What are you doing?"

As Akutagawa closed his mask back, Atsushi flinched, his face was all red.

"Uhh i.. uhh im sorry!! I was just uhh.. i made you some soup so uhh i was trying to wake you up..! Yeah..!!"

Akutagawa sighed, and sitted infront of the table that is on the floor. While Akutagawa was drinking the soup, Atsushi just stared at him. After a while Akutagawa asked

"Is there something wrong?"

"Oh no no.!! I just.. thought you are.. well... pretty.."

That was pretty unexpected, Akutagawa was a little red now.

"Ugh what are you doing Atsushi..!!!" Atsushi thought himself.

"...Thanks." Akutagawa said, quitely.

After drinking the soup, Atsushi putted him back to bed, but Akutagawa wasnt sleepy at all. He wanted to know about his "enemy" more.

Atsushi stood up, ready to leave the room, just then Akutagawa talked

"Jinko.."

Atsushi stopped and faced to him

"Yes??"

"..Can you...stay..?"

Well, unexpected but Atsushi on the inside did want to stay too,

"Sure."

He came back and sitted infront of Akutagawa's bed.

Akutagawa was just staring at the ceiling, he wanted talked to him, but didnt know where to start. After a few minutes of embarrassing silent he finally asked something.

"You used to live in an orphanage.. right?"

"Yes."

"Why did you left there?"

Shit why he even asked that, he already witnessed Atsushi getting breakdowns because of his childhood a few times, and now he brought it up?

Atsushi kept quiet for a few seconds.

"Sorry i-"

"They kicked me from the orphanage because of my ability, i caused alot damage because i cannot control the beast."

"I see.."

"People there didnt like me anyway, so i am glad i left there."

"They didnt like you?"

"Yes.."

"Can you explain more?"

"..."

"...Well, during thoose years i stayed there, they.. abused me.. emotional and psychical.. they always said stuff like "you are useless", one time the owner of the orphannage burned me with a heated piece of metal.."

Atsushi paused for a moment. He layed his head on the bed and teared up a little.

"I am so sorry you probably dont want to hear theese i.."

Akutagawa just stared at him. Then his fingers reached his hair and softly ran his fingers through his hair.

"Most of the people i know couldnt survive after exiting their orphanage, and had to go back to them. From the things you told, id say.. you are pretty.. strong."

Atsushi slowly stood up, "Y-you think so?"

"Yes." Akutagawa said as he wiped his tears.