the trip to the mountains

chapter 5

we live in my house mom left it to me so my family of three, dad and Jax all live in the same home and I don't make them pay their part of the rent because I don't think it right to make them do that plus me and my partner make more then what we need for the house, Jax's tries to pay for the rent but I won't let him. 

we play music for Lilly as she sleeps or starts crying and so far the only thing that works for her is k-pop her favorite song is by a group called stray kids it's called #lovestay it's a calm song and I think she likes one called Ko ko bop by EXO. I don't know why but it works so I'm not going to complain about it, today after work we are doing to the zoo we want to try and make life normal for Lilly she will be four weeks old so we are trying to have fun. my grandma will take Lilly for the next two weeks while I and ace go to court, I don't want him to see Lilly or even know anything about her she is my world I cant leave an opening for him to know her it will be a bad outcome. 

we meet with him today and for the next 13 days and I don't want to but it has to be done, ace is trying to keep me calm but I don't know if I can do this I love them but I don't think I can do though with this I need to sleep and see how I fell when I get up so I'm going to take a nap. I slept for a few hours and I feel better about this I'm not backing down that will show that I'm weak and can't take care of my child.  I can and will I'm not going to stop till I know she is ok and safe from him. it's been 6 days we have 7 left we can do this I won't bee long be before I can see Lilly again, I can't wait to see my baby and my partner om soo existed for this to be over.

well it's finally over I don't need to see him again and I get to go home to ace and Lilly, I can see Jax and my dad too. we are going to put dad in a home soon though he's getting old and we can't give him the care he needs, just like mom we want him in the same room as she was and we are going to give him some of her stuff to take with him. so we are trying to do that now that I don't need to see HIM again and I'm thankful for that. Jax and dad have helped me so much and I want to help them as much as I can. It's been a few days now and I'm so happy to have Jax here and helping with Lilly, and ace is back to work and I quit my job we have what we need here.  

hi, sorry it's been so long umm a year now and we are going to celebrate Lilly's b-day today she is a fishily one-year-old, ace and I have been married for a year now too and I couldn't ask for anyone better to marry. dad sadly has passed away from a heart attack but he was a happy man and I'm glad he got to see his grandbaby before he passed away Jax, ace, and I am are taking Lilly to the best place we have ever been to. I'm doing school again from home so I can stay with Lilly and Jax can go to work now too. we played games that Lilly attempted to play but could not quite play but she liked it and had fun there. she said her first word too, it was mama I was happy.