is it really so bad that i found someone that makes me happy, smile, the pain subside just enough to not want to cry all the time? i mean...i know i lost him but kodi..he makes me happy. tyler told me to find someone and kodi was there to let me talk and cuddle. i always have had a little crush on him too...i just chose tyler. i chose tyler over everyone. and i don't regret a moment of it...i just hate how i've had so many people tell me i'm a slut and a bad person for trying to be happy.
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