I want to disappear
Not appear in the mirror
I don't want to exist anymore
Show me to death's door
My limbs are turning blue
The colour and shade a clue
I should be dead soon
My mind is already gone
I'm fucking useless
I just can't do this
I'm annoying and foolish
Plain pathetic and clueless
Watch my eyes turn red
And my heart turn to lead
Watch my blood stop dripping
Cause my breathing is stopping
One and two and three
I'm slowly losing me
Don't even try to come back
Life was too fucking tragic
I know you want to dead
Don't you even deny it
Take another painful breath
One last look and I leave
Oh I bet there was no love loss
When I was tired enough to end this
Gaze turns into darkness
Silence, merciful silence
PS
"Happy 25th poem on the 25th of April. And yes, I fucking wrote this one on my birthday. Fuck me and my life..."
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Non-FictionJust things, poems, music-less lyrics and stuff like that that I just write. Maybe you like it :) Also triggers, triggers. I'm sorry, don't read this if you should stay away from any type of trigger, pls! PS The amazing cover art made by @_deadtree_...
