My little star (Luka x reader story)

Confusion

(Real smooth dreamworks real smooth)

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Your P.O.V

From the last few weeks I couldn't sleep. My thoughts were wondering. I was so confused, why did my brain acts the way it dose everytime I am with Luka. I normally am really shy and stutter time to time but with Luka I can never say anything normal. What heck is wrong with me. I always lie on my bed ever night listening to music and my thoughts never leave me. It's goes in loops and it never shuts up.

At the moment I was in math class just starring at nothing. I was spacing out I was in my own world my thoughts going over and over in my head. My music playing through one side of my headphones and the other resting behind my ear. I tap my fingers against the table without realising it and that when my sister threw a book at me making it hit me in the head. I look behind me and saw her looking at me looking at me confused mouthing "what the heck is going on with you" I just stared at her blankly and looked at my laptop where we where supposed to do our worksheet.

I tap away on my laptop as the keys make clicking sounds as I type. I tried to finish my work but it ended up being me spacing out again. I did not even realise the bell rang for home time as Alya tapped my shoulder. I look over to her and flinched a bit "o-oh it's just y-you Alya" I said gasping. She looks at me and says "sorry for scaring you but school is over for today" I look at my watch and I realised it was. Alya then said "Julian left with Alex, Myelen and Ivan" yep sounds like her. I nod packing my stuff away. Alya then says something that caught me very off guard "do you have a crush on someone ?" I look at her and just said "that's was very out of the blue" I said without stuttering for once. I put my bag on back and she said "yah sorry about that but you honestly looked out of it. You look like Marinette when she day dreams about Adrien" lately I figured out Marinette had a crush on Luka and Adrien. And Alya saying I look like Marinette when she day dreams about her crushes makes my heart sink. I stood up and said "w-well I don't h-have a c-crush on a-anyone Alya, b-but I get w-why you might if t-thought that" I hope that wasn't rude. She laughs and pats my shoulder "I am teasing girl, and you weren't being rude, how can I tell the look on your face" she smiles and then says "gotta go movie date with Nino" she says and walks out of the classroom. One thing I never really knew was love, I didn't know what love felt like. Well for fictional characters yah but real people I don't know what that feels like to love someone. Like I love my parents and family but that's a mutual platonic love. I grab the hem of my shirt I can't fall in love I don't know what that even feels like. I put my headphones on as I left the school. I got home and my brother was playing video games with his new friend my parents were both at work and Julian was with friends. I walked to my room and threw my bag on my chair as I fell onto my bed. I grabbed my pillow and screamed into it. Honestly this day sucked so I just fell asleep. After my 3 to 4 hour nap I got up to do some art but my door opened and I was standing in the stupid position as I was getting out of bed and there stood at the door was Julian "what the heck are you doing" she asks me. I stand up straight laughing "nothing" she looks at me narrowing her eyes at me and said "okayyyyy...dinner is ready" "yay" I said walking past her. I take a quick breath in and just tried to progress what is happening with me.

I can't like Luka...

I don't like Luka...

I shouldn't like Luka...

But......

What if I actually ....

Did like Luka...

A/N:

So sorry for the very late chapter I am very bad I trying to update everything. And plus lots of school work and family stuff and lots of drawing.

I hope you can forgive me.

If you have any suggestions for chapters feel free to leave a comment about it.

Hope you guys have an awesome day. If you have any suggestions for chapters please let me know I love to hear them. If ever need to talk I am here to listen, never give up and keep going strong gorgeous humans.

~ Caelyn