That girl on set

i'm confused

Lizzie's POV

After she left my office I couldn't stop thinking about her. Every step she took to leave I wanted to grab her hand and ask her to stay with me and tell me about herself. I just wanted her around, I felt comfortable when she's talking I felt relaxed with her
presences more than I thought I would,
especially with such an awkward first meeting but she did something that just changed our whole conversation but I'm not really sure what she did..

Y/n has such mesmerizing features that couldn't stop looking at while having conversations with her

Her smile
Her eyes
Her hair
Her outfit
Her personality
And her thoughtful action

I have so many emotions just rushing in
honesty I felt amazing that someone finally cared about me. It's been so long since anyone had done something like this to me and when It finally happened it was from a girl who I literally screamed at for no reason

I let the memories of the incident play in my head and how positive I was afterwards that,
that girl I accidentally bumped into would definitely hate me after everything I've done

But instead she bought me gifts and was apologizing to me

" I would've never guess I would be receiving flowers from that girl on set "  I mumbled to myself with a smile and closing my eyes. Enjoying the moment
I wanted this to happen for so long.. it should've happened years ago and it should still be happening to me. I have a husband, he should be the one creating my wonderful memories and showering me with love, gifts, flowers and thoughtful actions but instead I have a broken marriage. Do I even have a partner who loves me? Years ago I use to receive his affection all the time. But now everything's changed..
Now problems are being thrown at me including screams from him and how he is constantly telling me how much he hates me.
Have our relationship changed? Yes but have my feelings for him changed?
No, I still love him   no matter how hard we fight I still care for him ( do I? )..I feel so close to true love yet so far from it

I look backed at my flowers and smelled it for the hundred time since she left. It smelled amazing for a second It made forget about Robbie and our relationship

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After a while I put my flowers down and looked at my new sweater.  I picked it up the material and was admiring it, appreciating every detail on that piece of clothing.
without realizing I had already put on the sweater and oh god~ it was super soft and light and extremely comfortable to wear
And luckily it fitted me perfectly! I loved it so much i didn't want to take it off ..

I swear I spent like an hour just admiring the sweater and flowers. Time flies by pretty fast when everything around you makes you feel better
Especially when you haven't experienced this feeling for a long time.
I leaned my neck back to my seat and relaxed my body..

" thank you y/n " I said in a low tone almost like a whisper

I leaned back in my seat and I let out a breath and smiled at the ceiling

Minutes later my assistant came in my office

" oh- Robbie must've already apologized to you.. he must have felt really bad after your fight..." she spoke probably seeing my smile that's on my face before looking at my flowers and smirk
" now that's a gentleman right there. Look at him getting you flowers oh- pardon me a bouquet "

" oh actually it wa- " I quickly said before being cut

" this is wonderful Lizzie Because now you guys are on the same page again and I'm extremely happy for you " she said smiling clearly excited by everything and happy for me