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05

I woke up due to my nightmare only to realise i am already living one. My rape story haunts me till this fucking day. Its like a shadow following me everywhere. Like a stalker. Like a fucking nightmare. Sleep is something i have forgotten about here and years. I cant sleep because whenever i close my eyes i see it. I see him. I dont think i ever had a childhood, i never felt like i actually had a "family". Everyone is dead but somehow they still haunt me. I cant escape them and the thing is people never fucking believe you and they always say "its just in your brain" or "He wouldnt do that". Thats one thing that i learnt. People will never believe you, they believe you if they want to. Their eyes can see but their heart refuses to see. Their hearts are blind. A tear running down my cheek got me me out of my thinking.

I got up and saw that the time was only 3:00 am. I wont even try to leave this place since if he finds out i left he will haunt me aswell. Actually i dont know that but he is a crazy mafia boss so anything is possible. My bedroom had a balcony that i never got the time to explore, it was huge and every room except from Angelos office had a balcony. It was like a hotel. I had a view of the beautiful garden and the moon and the stars were the final touches of making this place seem even prettier. I turned my head to the left just to see 5 rooms away a woman close to being naked. She had a cigarette in her mouth and looked happy. Oh yeah. It was Angelos whore. Why cant i enjoy a moment in my life without someone ruining it. A man came from behind her, grabbing her hair dragging her out. I was confused since it wasnt Angelo but someone else. I could hear her cussing him from outside. There was a moment of silence so i put my big girl knickers on and barged outside. I saw the bodyguard from earlier choking the girl. Who does he think he is.

"Hey leave her the fuck alone" even though i don't like her no one should be treated like that. "And who are you to tell me what to do bitch" He said yelling. "Soy tu peor pesadilla cariño" i said in spanish (I'm your worst nightmare baby). Quite ironic if you ask me, a nightmare running away from nightmares.

I grabbed my dagger and stabbed his hand, hearing him scream from the pain is like music in my ears. Three doors flew open revealing a shirtless Angelo, Steano and the youngest, Leo. Don't even know with which sibling i have slept with. I locked eye contact with Angelo. Staring at him with anger knowing damn well the bodyguard deserved it.

"Leave" Angelo said with a demanding tone. He is still mad at what i said about moaning his brothers name. And thats obvious since he was looking up and down Stefano, but not Leo. Probably not Leo since he is not very much like his brothers, he's more of a sweetheart. "Thats no way of speaking, i saved your little girlfriend and you tell me to leave. Very Rude" I threw a dagger at him. Just an inch before touching his face. "Oopssss my bad, next time i will make sure not to miss." I said leaving.

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I was in my room chilling while thinking about life, once again trapped in my thoughts. Someone knocked on my door, i ignored it the first time but they knocked again. I got up and unlocked the door and see another bodyguard, he actually seemed nice and he knocked. "Sorry miss Gonzalez but my boss wants to see you in his office, now" What the fuck does he want again, he is so tiring and its mentally draining me. "Whatever" i said rolling my eyes walking down to his office. I knocked on the door since i didnt want to hear him talking a lot. "Come in" he said in a deep angry voice. I opened the door slowly getting in and sitting on the couch infront of him "What do you want" He was just staring at me smirking. "Why did you lie?" what does he mean lie, i didnt do shit. "Lie about what?" i said looking confused. "Lie about fucking my brother" word goes around pretty quickly. "Just because i moaned his name doesnt mean i fucked him, maybe i was the one fucking myself" i mean i wasnt wrong, i could of done that. "Right, but we both know the only name you love to moan is mine sweetheart"

"But its not, oh and when am i going to leave this place, i never said i wanted to be here" i rolled my eyes "You will leave whenever the fuck i want you to leave" he said looking at me with so much anger in his eyes. This man was intimidating me and I hated that I hate that he was making me feel like a scared little bitch. There was a moment of silence. I wasn't looking at him but I could feel his gaze towards me.
"Why did you help her?" He was talking about his whore. "I saved your girlfriend, you should be thanking me." I knew she wasn't his girlfriend but I just wanted to piss him the fuck off. He grabbed my throat pulling me towards him. I did not move. "Valentina you know she's not my fucking girlfriend and now tell me what the fuck happened" he demanded "how tf do you even know my name?" I asked since we didn't have the chance to exchange names. "It wasn't hard to find now tell me why tf you did it" his grip getting stronger "She was fucking that bodyguard, he grabbed her threw her out and decided to choke her and no one should be treated like that, so that's why I am doing this" I kicked him in the balls getting away from his grip.
I helped the girl, now I help myself for once. I ran to the door only to be grabbed by Angelo.
"You don't even know what you just got yourself into Valentina.
Shit.
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