cherry blossoms. chensung

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dear chenle,,

I feel like at any moment I'll be gone, you probably don't care about me as much anymore..

but know, I love you so so much. and you mean so much to me. I would give you the world if I could..
just please,, don't forget me.. oka-

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chenle collapsed onto the floor, breathing heavily, trying to catch his breath. the blossom smell overwhelming him..

"lele.. help me.. "

tears escaped out the corner of his eyes, he tried to keep his breathing steady.

suddenly everything felt calm and quiet as his eyes slowly closed.

"don't forget me... Zhong chenle. "

and everything went black. the only thing that could be heard was his phone suddenly vibrating on his bed.

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dolphin boy💛🐬: sorry that sounded harsh, lolll.

dolphin boy💛🐬: let's still be friends, okay???

dolphin boy💛🐬: also you've been skipping school, is everything alright? are you sick? do you need me to get you any thing???

dolphin boy💛🐬: I still care about.. sungie.

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chenle waited a bit for a reply, he never got one back. little did he know his ex lover was dead.

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dolphin boy💛🐬: I'm coming over.

dolphin boy💛🐬: jisung..?

dolphin boy💛🐬: all right, thats it, I'm coming over.

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he ran as fast as he could to his house. he couldn't save his ex lover. it was too late.

he was gone.

he stared at the room, covered with blood and flowers, cherry blossoms.. his favorite.

he saw a tiny red velvet box next to jisung, with shakey and hesitant fingers chenle picked it up. it was the only thing not covered in blood.

he kissed the cold boys cheeks,, warm tears running down his own.

"I'm sorry jisung.. I really am.. "

after each letter he broke down, falling into the floor, shaking.

"I-im so sorry sungie... I tortured you.. you didn't deserve this. "

he kissed the pile of letters gently, letting them drop onto the floor.
he turned back to his lover then smiled gently.

"let's meet in another world.. okay.. sungie..? "

he opened his window and jumped, leaving everyone and everything behind him.

"I'm coming, park jisung. "