Everlasting Edge

Rest in Peace, DefyingEdge

It happened all so sudden—too sudden.

A beloved friend of mine, DefyingEdge has took her own life away after her breakup with her girlfriend. The pain she felt must have been unbearable.

And when her brother came with the news, it shook us to the core. All of my friends and I took the news pretty hard; some of us took the news the hardest; I'm afraid that I might lose another. I'm honestly scared. Some of my friends barely knew her, but they too were saddened by her passing.

I felt my heart heavy. I didn't feel like myself anymore.

It's only for about several weeks since I met her and she's already becoming a friend to me—even a part of the family.

I've already lost two people who are dear to me: my other internet friend BlessedHollow and my grandfather. Now, this happened and I fucking hate it.

April is such a cruel month.

Edge, if you can hear me, I hope that you will rest peacefully. It really pains me that you have left the world, and I wish I could've spend more time with you. I promise to you that I'll be strong and keep moving forward. All of us have promised that. And I will take good care of NoraWroteIt and give her as much love and support as she needs, and tell her to stay strong. All of this is for you and for them.

I'm really gonna miss you, lesbo. I'm never gonna forget all the memories we've made with our friends and I will cherish all of them right in my heart. I hope your friends will have the strength to move forward as well.

May your sharpened edge be as gloriously defying as your fierce might.

Till then...

나중에 보자, 친구. [See you later, buddy.]