my love <33

rant chapter

this is really just a scenario chapter. small things that i think about often really
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public teasing
i can go on for days about this. god i love when he teases me. thinking about how he can quickly make me listen to him just by caressing my inner thigh, and he knows what hes doing. i want him to show more dominance when i act up instead of just telling me not to do something. him whispering what he wants to do to me in my ear but reminding me i have to listen to him to get what i want omg sjdhkshdj. him grabbing my face when i dont listen. him slowly getting closer to my area when rubbing my thigh but stopping, making me feel hopeless without anymore physical contact. i love all of it so much

knife play
the thought of him tying me up, restraining me entirely and exploring my body with a knife is literally skdhskdjkja. him knowing that im on edge while thinking about where hes gonna carve into me, or how deep hes going to go. him telling me to stop whining and take it. when i stop squirming so he can finally finish the job and calls me a good boy for finally listening to him. then leaving hickeys around the cuts and licking the blood off my body. leading me to the bathroom where i look in the mirror and instantly get flustered by the marks hes created on me. i cant get it out of my head bro sjdhsjjs

sex, but punishments
its known that the favorite punishments a brat loves is anything that includes being touched. i want to piss him off so he ties me up and begins to touch me only leaving me on edge, telling me the more i beg the less i get. being edged multiple times until the point that im crying, begging for him to let me finish. he stuffs a shirt in my mouth to shut me up then leaves me on the bed and watches as i desperately grind on anything i can just to get some sort of pleasure. him then reminding me how much of a slut i am for him because of how bad i want to finish. being denied orgasm so much that when he finally lets me finish i cant help but explode with such euphoric feelings and i moan loudly thanking him for letting me finally cum.

mmm, stimulation 😍
stimulation is one of my biggest kinks. him gliding his hands up my body and back down slowly and it sends a shiver down my spine. when hes aggressively fingering me while his other hand is around my neck or pulling my hair, and he tells me how pretty i look completely lost in my own mind. being overstimulated is the best feeling ever. thinking about him slowly fingering me while pouring hot wax over my stomach, as i let out whines of pleasure for him.

praise and degradation
i love when he talks to me during sex, but one thing that will have me completely under his control is praising me. "so pretty for me baby" "such a good boy" "i love hearing your precious sounds love" "you can be quiet for me right? good boy". also being reminded that im so submissive for him. "youre begging like a pathetic slut" "i know you need me because youre just useless without my touch huh?" "i said be quiet, or do you want me to leave you here begging?"

pain
god whenever he inflicts pain on me i literally just ajhdjshdjs. i cant help but get so flustered when he bites me so hard that i accidentally whimper out loud. him biting me because everytime i have to beg for him. him pulling my hair when were making out knowing that its just going to me make so much more desperate for him. god its all so hot. especially when hes pleasing me at the same time. all the stimulation makes me so hrshdjshejah.