jacob x edward

chapter 1 sneaking around

I am outside jacob's house (once again, i really can't stay away from him) and I hear someone open the door... but i run away through the woods before i can acknowledge who would leave the house at this hour, I feel the grass lightly under my feet as i'm running through the woods. Why would he come out? Did he know I was there? Was it even him? probably not.. Why do I even care to be honest? He imprinted on my daughter, the child who has my blood (or not, vampire things. the girls that get it, get it, the girls that don't.. dont) running through her veins and I think I will never be able to forgive him. The hate between my family and his (which i never understood before) makes total sense.

I have been lost in thoughts so I haven't noticed that i arrived at home and am standing in front of the door. the adrenaline is running through my veins and my hands are shaking as I reach out to open the door. I haven't been able to run in a long time because of Renesmee. Bella and I have been careful to give Reny the most normal childhood possible. Besides bringing back gallons of blood on weekends it works fine I'd say. I walk into the living room where the whole family sits next to the fireplace. there isn't any fire but I can resent the "warmth" in a way. they all turn around and look at me.

"Where have you been Eddie daddy?" starts bella

"stop reny is around" i say but bella bites her lip and answers

"reny surely wants a sibling"

"ugh stop get a room" answers alice before i can open my mouth

"I'm gonna put Renesmee to bed. see ya later" I say and accompany my daughter out of the room. reny also doesn't sleep but we agreed that she should at least be in her room for the night. she loves to read so she reads at night while we, you know..

"wanna go upstairs" bella proposes and i can feel the lust in her

"Sure," I reply, remembering again how much I wanted her since the first second we met. She takes my hand and leads me upstairs. I turn around and wink at my family. we all know what happens next...