Being bullied

Chapter 18

•• Jay pov••

Ohh shidd.

That's all that's going through my head. I can't believe that I kissed him back. I didn't mean to, it just happened.

Imma have to tell Moni. I know it's gonna break her heart but I just pray that she won't leave me. That kiss was all in the moment.

I was concerned about him and ughh. I swear if I lose my girl over thins that I will kill him with no hesitation.

The kiss was good but it's just one problem IM NOT GAY AND ION LIKE BOYS.

I finally made it to Moni house. I walked so I could think and clear my head. I knocked on the door as waited for like a minute.

She opened the door with some booty shorts on and let me say this her body was banging. She had a little booty back there too. Let me stop before I wake JJ up.

She let me in and we went to the living room. We sat there in silence for about ten minutes. I was so scared to say something.

"Yup she's going to leave me" I said saying in my head

"Why would I leave you" she said asking. I thought I said that in my head.

"Because something happened and" I just sighed

"Like what" she said. She was looking into my eyes and she know those are my weakness. She had the most beautiful eyes ever

"My right hand man came to my house talking bout Monica wanna take me down and steal my business and money so we talked about our plan then he said he had a crush on a boy and u was shocked because I didn't know he was bisexual. So I told him to tell the boy how he feel so he leaned in and kissed me and I kissed back. I don't know where my head was but I had to leave. So I took a walked and came here. That kiss was a mistake and it wasn't suppose to happen". I said while looking in her eyes. I didn't want her to think I was lying because I wasn't

" I'm not mad because you told me as soon as it happened and that's what a man would do instead of hiding it but did you like it". She asked

"I did for a minute but then I realized it wasn't you".

"Mhm" she's said like she was thinking

"Well I'll just say that if he touch you again, imma beat his ahh and then kill you" she said with a death state. I just smiled that's my baby

"That's why you my baby" I said hugging her

We talked and watched moves for like the last two hours. This is how I want it to be and stay. I'm not rushing anything with her cause at the end the wait will be worth it, trust me.

I can tell and feel that she's changing a nigga like d@mn.

I kissed her lips and proceeded my walk home.