Bubble Boy •Minjoon•

Entry 9

I told Joonie about the surgery but he is not happy. He said that it could hurt me, especially that I am very sensitive. He also said it would be hard to find a donor that matches me. He then left me in the room because he had to go to work. I'm worried just like him but I really want the surgery. I've been living in this bubble for way too long and I want to get out. I want to be able to experience life just like any normal 20-year-old would be able to. He doesn't understand how hard this is for me. I have never ever 20 years of life touch the human being before.
I want to be able to feel Joonie's hands. I hate living in this stupid bubble. I just wanna be able to touch him and let him know that I like him so much, actually I think I'm beginning to love him. He always stays by my side, always talks to me, and never makes fun of me. He also likes me for me no matter my disadvantages. Hopefully the hospital will have to find a matching bone marrow donor for me soon because I want to touch my mother's hands for the first time and I would like to experience things I never have before.

Yours, Dumb Bubble Boy