She Changed Me || SeBy

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Coleen's POV

No words can explain, sobrang sakit. Nung una si kuya justin na sobrang napalapit na samin, ngayon naman si gabb. How can I survive everyday knowing na hindi na talaga siya babalik? Na habang buhay na talaga siyang wala sa tabi namin?

2 weeks na simula nung nailibing siya, pero I can't move forward hirap na hirap ako. And also I'm so worried about ate abby and jaydee because nung nawala si gabb nagalit ng sobra yung dad nila kay ate abby. Sinisisi nila ng lubos si ate abby dahil sa pag ka wala ni gabb.

"Coleen?"-rinig ko may tumatawag sa labas ng kwarto ko and I think it's amy.

"Coleen open this!"-sigaw nya. So tumayo ako at binuksan ang pinto.

"Umiiyak ka na naman?"-she asked, nakita kong may dala siyang favorite food ko which is jollibee.

"Anong gusto mong gawin ko, amy?"-I asked.

"Move on"

"How? Tell me"

"Distract yourself, get busy"

"I'm trying amy"

"And hindi mo kailangan mag mukmok lang dyan habang buhay move forward coleen, I'm here. I'm still waiting for you and I'm still holding your promises to me"

"It's not easy amy, just give me time. I get your point okay? But it's too early to forget gabb, minahal ko ng sobra yung kapatid mo"-I said.

"Pero minahal mo rin ako?"

"Yes I do love you, I love you everyday, kaya nga I chose you over your sister di ba? Pero masakit pa amy"

"I will wait coleen"

"You should"

If you're wondering kung bakit nangyayari to, it's my fault I cheated on gabb with her sister. Nung time na naaksidente siya wala na kami, we have a deal na mag panggap muna na kami pa sa 7th birthday ni seve and after the party we're planning sana na sabihin na ang totoo but i guess mapaglaro si tadhana.

Flashback

"Coleen, bakit mo ginawa yon? Bakit ka nakipag hiwalay sa kapatid ko!?"-sigaw ni amy.

"Dahil pinipili kita"-I said.

"Mahal kita amy"-dagdag ko pa.

"Pero kayo ng kapatid ko, coleen"

"I know, inayos ko na nga oh? Pwede na tayo" I said. I'm so stupid right?

I'm dumb for doing this, I cheated, pero wala na tayong magagawa si amy na ang laman ng puso ko. I still love gabb but I love amy too? Kaya i chose to let go gabb kahit na sobrang sakit.

"Mahal kita coleen at alam kong mahal mo rin ako pero nasasaktan ako, nasasaktan ako para sa kapatid ko. But all i can say is thankyou, thankyou for choosing me cookie"-she said and hugged me.

"Lagi kitang pipiliin, amanda"-bulong ko and I kissed her.

"What is the meaning of this?"

"Gabb..."

"Ate"

"Amy ano to?"

"Ate I'm sorry..."

"I trusted you amy. Ikaw lang pala ang dahilan kung bakit nakikipag hiwalay si coleen"