You were sitting in class while crying your whole heart out. Your home didn't feel like your home. Suddenly your classmates entered class. They were early this morning- usually they would come 10 minutes before beginning their lesson. You felt a presence from someone in front of you, so you looked up with your teary eyes and red cheeks to see who it was. It was your bully, who chuckled at you. "So you were crying, loser?" he asked. "Isn't everything great in your life? You had to report me yesterday for not being nice to you and mocking you, hadn't you? You shouldn't have done that! I will bully you even more! Your life will be as in hell!" he chuckled with a smirk. "Your nerd glasses suits you" he smirked while everyone laughed at his comment. You were silent while looking down. "Will you again cry like a baby? I thought so, you're too weak to survive in life! But the most saddest fact is that you hadn't even have a really hard time in your life!" he made fun of you. Everyone laughed. No one was by your side. They made it even worse. "SO YOU ARE REALLY TELLING ME THAT I DIDN'T HAVE A HARD TIME IN MY FVCKING LIFE????? WHY WOULD YOU KNOW THAT??? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME BECAUSE IF YOU DID, YOU WOULD KNOW THAT MY PARENTS HATE ME, MY MOM CALLS ME A MISTAKE, MY FATHER SLAPS ME EVERYDAY WITHOUT FEELING GUILTY AND I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY GRANDPARENTS. BUT THAT IS NOT ALL! I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS AND I DON'T HAVE SIBLINGS, WHO WOULD HELP ME OUT IN THIS BAD FVCKING LIFE! NO ONE IS THERE FOR MEAND BELIEVE ME, I REALLY NEED COMPANY IN MY LIFE BECAUSE I HAVE DEPRESSION AND A BULLY AND A WHOLE CLASS, WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS TOO. I AM A MISTAKE HERE TOO. I JUST WANT A BETTER LIFE AND I DIDN'T EVEN DO SOMETHING TO YOU!!!!!! I WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO YOUR BECAUSE I KNOW THE PAIN; YOU COULD FEEL!!! I KNOW HOW BAD LIFE CAN BE AND I ALWAYS SEE THE BAD SIDE OF LIFE NOT EVEN ONCE THE GOOD ONE BECAUSE NO ONE SHOWS ME IT!! YOU MAKE SURE THAT I CAN'T ENJOY MY LIFE- YOU MAKE SURE THAT I CAN'T CONCENTRATE IN SCHOOL AND WON'T HAVE A GOOD FUTURE WITH GOOD GRADES SO I CAN LEAVE THIS SH*T HOME!!!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE BECAUSE OF YOU!!!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!???????-" your bully hugged you. You were still crying and showed everyone your pain, which you felt all the time in your mind and heart. It felt right to let it all out- to change something. There were people standing in the hallway and looking at you from the window of the class and some were crying because of the painful things you just said. "I DON'T LIKE ME TOO. I CAN TOTALLY UNDERSTAND YOU, BUT CAN YOU ATLEAST FAKE YOUR KINDNESS TOWARDS ME??!!??!? I HATE MY BODY- I HATE MY CHARACTER- I HATE MY WHOLE FVCKING LIFE AND I REALLY HOPE THAT I DIE SOON, SO THAT YOU CAN LIVE PEACEFUL WITHOUT ME-" suddenly you sank to the floor and your sight became flurry. You couldn't see clearly anymore. All were shocked and couldn't speak a single word. "Y/N??? Y/N?!?!?!??!" your bully began to panic. "Looks like God heard me" you sadly chuckled while the others were stunned by your words. "L-listen" you weakly said, still catching everybody's attention. "I really liked you, guys. I thought that we could become really good friends someday, but this day turned out to never come in this life. Maybe we can be friends in the next life" you sadly and weakly smiled. "Y/n, you will survive. Trust me!" "I trust you!" you smiled. "But God gave me this gift. I can escape the world- I have to take that chance. Just tell my parents that I always loved them, even though they don't care" you smiled, everyone looked at you worriedly, regretting the last years. ,,I hope you will never forgte me!" you said and with that you closed your eyes and died because of a herat attack. All the people around you were crying- regretting what they did to you. They could have been so much nicer. But you were too nice to not be bullied. Because you would always forgive them. They used you for your kindness. But you would always forgive them with a smile on your face. Because you were like a gift from God himself. You had to show them what it's like to be bullied and what they have to learn to become nicer just like you. You were perfect for this mission. You were the goddess of kindness and people would always respect you after this day, where you died in the arms of your own bully.
