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My Love Means Nothing

I wanna hold your hands.
I wanna look at you again.
I wanna hear your voice.
You are so beautiful,i could look at you all day.
I wanna slow dance with you in a quiet park in the night where stars shine.
And maybe,I can hold your hands gently and look into your eyes.
I wish,I can hold you in my hands.
I wish,our lips would touch.
But you wont even get near me.
Why?
Whats wrong with my feelings?
Because Im a guy?
Sin?
Im already a sinner.
I was a sinner.
But how does this makes me one again?
I dont understand.
Human feelings are weird and difficult.
I cant handle this.
This is making me mad.
No matter what I do,Im always a sinner.
Thats what Im made for.
I should just
Do my job
He was right...
I shouldve listened.
Im at fault.

Goodbye,sorry.