It's a few months after your little brothers passing and from the love and support from everyone...your feeling very...overwhelmed. You feel as if every time you get a hug..you want to cry because it's hitting your soft spot of your brothers passing.
This morning: you and Matt are laying in Matt's bed barely awake. He starts stroking your hair as you doze back off into a deep sleep.
(Y/n's view: He is so warm and I can feel his breath coming from his nose on my head as I lay on him..)
You and Matt lay back in bed for about 45 minutes...it's now 8:30AM and he decides to get up and go make breakfast.
(Matt's view: I get up gently..trying not to wake her up so I can quietly head downstairs..)
(Matt: as I'm in the kitchen I start to make waffles, eggs, and bacon for me, my girlfriend and my 2 brothers.)
As the other brothers(nick and chris) head downstairs all they can hear is the sizzling of the bacon grease on the frying pan and the smell of sweet waffles and eggs and bacon.
You then wake up to the laughing of the boys downstairs.. so you decide to get up, go to Matt's closet and pick out his favorite..most softest sweatshirt and sweatpants and head downstairs.
As you head downstairs all you see is nick and Chris sitting at the table, as Matt is standing by the stove cooking. You then say "goodmorning" in a sweet voice. The boys all say "goodmorning!" Back to you. Matt comes over and gives you a big hug and kisses you on the h3ad and says"I see you went into my closet" as he then chuckles.
You smile and giggle and say "me!? No," in a sarcastic way.
After breakfast is done you 4 all eat. As you then say "hey Matt.....can we talk?" Matt looks you in the eye...with a worried look. You 2 then get up, sit down on the couch and you proceed to tell him that you didn't want to do this but you think you 2 need a break.
(Matt's view: Did she really say what I think she just said?
I look at her in a sad way...)
You tell him "I still love you it's just that I'm feeling...overwhelmed with just the comfort of you guys still. And it makes me think of my brother a lot...you say softly as a tear falls down your face. He then says sighing" I understand." You guys kiss 1 last time and hug it out as you then go back to the table to finish your food...but then Matt says depressingly "I lost my appetite." You think hard "what have I done to us..") as a tear falls down your face.
(PART 3 SOON!)
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FanfictionA few months after the passing of your little brother... Your feeling overwhelmed and had to make a decision about your relationship with Matt....
