I got up from my bed and hid my diary. I looked in the closet and found a gun . "Perfect" I say while grabbing the gun and bullets and smiled like a mad man. After I loaded the hand held gun I went to look for father . When I found him he was passed out on the couch. I slowly walked over to him and held the gun to his head. He woke up and frozed in fear when he figured out what was happening. "Y-y/n?" He managed to choke out. I leand in and wisperd . "You can cry in hell later" I said and pulled the trigger. I shot him three times but still wasn't satisfied so I got a knife . I stabed him in the chest and and then I riped out his eyes. "Your looking better already" I say . I heard the cops coming. "awww play time is over .......and to think I was just getting started" I grabbed a knife and my gun and went out the back door . It was getting dark so I decided to sleep in a old shack down by a lake.
-2 months later -
It was finally getting warmer and I decided to go kill some more people tonight. I have already killed 56 people this week. Every night I decided to kill people.i am loving my new life already ... 'I feel like im missing some things. Oh that is right a new look and a new name' I think I grabed a pice of paper and started scatching out what I want to look like. When I was done a took the paper to the bathroom and started to create my new self. "Good thing I dont feel pain" I say taking a knife and cutting a large cut on my faceby my mouth and then I did the same after I was done I hade a carved smile. Then I dyed my hair a ash black. After that I named myself insane jane.......
