Madness (Punk!Ziall)

FOUR

FOUR [Have it downloaded three times, not even joking lol]

I closed my eyes and tried to block out everything, though it was quite hard when Zayn was trying to get my attention. Something I wasn't going to give him anymore. "Niall." He pleaded. When I didn't move I heard him say, "Fine, you piece of shit." I heard an angry grown and curled up tighter against the wall, covering my ears, so when someone pulled me away from the wall I squealed.

"Zayn!" I yelled angrily. He pulled me onto his lap and wrapped his arms around me tightly so I wouldn't move at all.

"I'm sorry , I didn't mean that." He said sadly.

"Obviously you did, you said it."

"Yeah, but I didn't mean it." He said getting frustrated.

"And so you want me to believe you?" I tried to elbow him but his grip was tight on me.

"Yes, you're supposed to believe me."

"And If I don't want to?"

"Then I guess we're done."

I laughed to mask my pain, because even before at least I still had him in someway, but like this I didn't have him at all. "Is that what you want?" I asked my voice cracking. I mentally slapped myself for that and stopped trying to get out of his grip.

"Is it what you want?"

"Maybe." I breathed. His grip loosened and then they were by his side.

"Then get the fuck off me." He growled. But I did everything but that. I turned around so I was straddling him and grabbed his face, kissing him desperately. His lips didn't move and his hands didn't either, his eyes didn't close , but I did my best to make them.

Not even four seconds later his lips were moving against mine and his eyes were closing, his arms were wrapping tight around my waist, so tight my stomach was pressed up to his.

When I pulled away he whispered, "I thought you said maybe."

"Maybe means no." I tried. I leaned my head against his shoulder and looked at the kids. Harry was cuddled close to Louis and Louis had his thumb in his mouth. I chuckled a little as I looked back at Zayn. "They're so cute Zayn. Do you ever think about children?"

"Nope."

"Do you want any?" He shrugged.

"I mean I don't see them in my future, but if they were to come up I don't think I wouldn't love them." I gave a small smile at his response. It was good to know that if Zayn and I did end up together, that'd I'd have a chance at children.

My thoughts were interupted as Zayn began to kiss down my neck. "Why are you always so horny?"

"You can't blame me, you're irresitible, it's hard to keep my hands off you, you could say I have... no control. " I rolled my eyes and turned my head so that I was burried in the crook of his neck.

"You know, being here with you isn't as bad as I thought it would be."

"What exactly is that supposed to mean?"

"That I don't mind your company and I like to be in charge."

"Still not topping." I groaned.

"Just once." I pleaded.

"Nope." He said popping the p. I groaned and kept groaning for about a minute, till all the air from my lungs were gone. "Okay you fucker we get it."

"That makes absoultly no sense!" I practically yelled waking up Harry and Louis. Zayn rose an eyebrow. Oops.

"Why not?"