I feel lonely In this huge world
With 7.9 billion people.
Me going to first day college decided to forget my past and just move on and start a new journey of my life . I started socializing with people. it was smooth for few months. slowly people started making group's there is lot's gossip and rumer
Back bitching ect . In this all
Shit a good thing happened to me is friends whome I trusted alot and emotionally connected with them days were passing one bright day a girl gained my attention for few day she became close to me. so one fine day morning I proposed her she thought it was prank so explained her that it's true. She asked me a plenty of questions and was like I rejected one why should I accept u, there are so many girls in class why only I had no answer for any of her questions she was like yours no love just attraction,I don't want to break my parents trust one let's be friends. This is my first proposal and rejection in my life .I felt low and emotional at that time but came over it I left it because we can't force or irritate a person to love us.
Slowly I was normal after few days. I use to share everything with my friends but they were not feeling me close and they started commenting me and everyone knows about them but they didn't say me about that so I felt bad and they were not loyal to me in this world I had no one who cares me or feel me I feel lonley at end of the day even though I have lots of people around me .
I advise you that don't over trust or care. For unworthy people
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Hint for next part
Spark in my lonley life
Made me feel love
