I often catch you looking at me secretly through the small space left in the blinds. The soft pink that coloured your cheek instantly when you noticed I caught you, would be the most amusing thing to me.
There was something about you that I couldn't shake off. Something desirable, a want, a need and most importantly an urge to stake claim and protect, but could I do that?
What right did I have to barge in? Come into your life unannounced and without any warnings dragging my emotional baggage with me.
No.
I wanted to protect you. Protect your innocence. Wanted you to be as normal as possible. Live a life as normal as possible.
Even if that means I would have to keep my distance.
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Cacoethes
FanfictionCacoethes (noun) m. An urge to do some inadvisable or an insatiable desire JungkookxRosé