The need for true love

Chapter 2: everyone's fighting there demons

-One month later-
It's been a whole moth of knowing Michel and we've become close friends we know almost everything about each other once I went to his house met his mom she's a nice lady at least that's how she seemed to him she's the devil's wife but I've never met his dad which left his mom for another woman it's sad to hear stuff like that my mom didn't leave she just died one day when he found out about that he felt bad for me...
"Hey Janet!",Michel called I turned around to see him running towards me with someone else fallowing "hey Michel who's that f-",I stopped as I was who was walking it was Stacie Ann Jeffries (looks like girls in picture above) the bitch of Johnson Banner High and cheerleader captain who walked up the second she saw me she grinned like the devils daughter "Oh so this is your friend Michel?😏",she said with an ugly tone."Yea!😃 This is Janet my best friend in all of Johnson Banner! :3 Janet this is my girlfriend Stacie.😊", He said obviously not noticing her tone of voice. "Oh babe can u get me a drink I need to have 'girl talk' with Janet Kk?", she said sweetly. He gave her a quick kiss and went along to get it for her. She then turned toward me and showed her true colors.
"So you're his best friend huh?",Her ugly tone spilling out of her lips I nodded ,"yes we're friends."well not anymore he's mine and not yours so I doubt you'll be seeing him at all.", She sneered. I couldn't help but giggle. She got pissed and slapped me then yelled,"What's so funny!" I wiped the blood from my mouth and smiled,"I'm sorry bitch I just imagined smoke come out of ur nostrils on how pissed u look!" That got her good she hated being made fun of so she jumped on me and started pulling on my hair which I hate. So I rolled over to where I was on top and started punching her over and over again."What the fuck is ur problem!!!!",I heard someone yell out from behind me and that second I knew it was Michel then I was pushed off of her she was bleeding and crying and her face was really puffy and bruised and I knew he wouldn't believe me at all but I still tried,"Mich-" he interrupted me by yelling out,"GET THE FUCK AWAY JUST GO AND FUCKING DIE!!!!!!!"and helped Stacie up and took her to the nurse and I just stood there with those words in my head 'JUST GO AND FUCKING DIE!!!' After that Janet felt very hollow inside after that I didn't see Michel for the rest of the day....
As I got home my dad was at work again I went to the kitchen and saw a note on the fridge.
'Dear Janet,
Sorry I won't be home for dinner today but please make me something and leave it in the microwave thank you
Love, Daddy'
so I made dinner and ate by my self.
Went to my dresser grabbed my razor from my top dewar got some clothes and went to the shower.
-next morning-
I went to school wearing a long black tee to hide my fresh scares on my arm. I felt a little dizzy so I was heading to the nurse and that's when I saw her Stacie making out with Josh the captan of the football team so I went to look for Michel to see him alone and sad I slowly walked toward him and taped his shoulder the second my hand made contact he grabbed my hand and pulled me to the ground before I knew what was happening he started screaming at me,"ITS ALL YOUR FAULT YOUR THE REASON FOR MY PAIN I HATE YOU I WISH I HAD NEVER MET YOU!!!!YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!"he then got off me and ran away I just stayed there with his words stuck in my head after that I felt all ugly worthless and unwanted for the guy I truly loved just hates me..... I felt so dead.
Though the week I thought about his words he never called he never texted back which made me feel more unwanted. It's Friday dads still not home when I get home so I get my razor from my dresser and go to the bathroom at this time my phone rings and I know who it is so I don't answer. I just go to the shower fill the tub with warm water and get in. Then I slash my arms multiple times soon my blood quickly runs down my arm and into the water and my life slowly fades away into the darkness and all I hear is Michel calling my made them nothing.