the beauty within him | yuji itadori

9 - SUPER HERO

Euphoria.

Never felt better in your entire life but never felt weirder either.

Shoko finally discharged you from the hospital and Gojo has to put extra sealings on you which took about one whole day. Now you felt absolutely numb. You couldn't feel anything at all. It felt like you were in space. You couldn't taste anything either. You could only hear when at close distance and you can't see that far.

You felt pretty depressed about Itadori's death so you went on a painting spree but that only ended up with you making terrible paintings and ripping them all apart.

Then all of a sudden, Gojo-sensei kicks down your door and you look at him with shock.

"GOJO-SENSEI YOU BETTER PAY FOR THAT."

"WHO CARES?! I'VE BEEN CALLING YOUR NAME FOR A MINUTE!" Gojo yelled back as he waltz into your room. "Man, you really are deaf," He the looks at the painting on the easel. "and blind. I really did overdid it."

You drop dead on your bed and groan. "This whole entire week has been terrible. Can you tease me later?" You say as you hide your face under your blankets.

"Are you upset about something? This sealings will adjust to your liking but it'll take a few weeks. You'll be back soon." Gojo said.

"I don't care about that." You complain.

"Is it about Itadori?" Gojo asked. To that, you don't respond giving him his answer. Gojo wasn't sure how to respond to this since he knew Itadori wasn't actually dead.

You felt the bed sink down when Gojo sat down. "Don't worry about that, Y/N. There was nothing you could've done. It wasn't your fault." Gojo said.

"Thats the thing. I could've done better. Instead I had to freaking pass out like some sort of useless creature. He died because of me... he died... he..." Gojo's usual smily face was gone and now a serious one as he watched you sit up from your laying position as your eyes were wide and pupil dilated.

You dropped to your knees and started to clench at the roots of your hair, pulling them and hyperventilated. "He's dead! He's dead because of me! He died! I killed him, didn't I?!" You heaved as your voice cracked and was raspy.

"Y/N, stop." Gojo said as he bent down and put a hand on your shoulder.

"Its happening again!" You looked at Gojo straight in the eyes. "I'm going to kill them. Every single one of them! Its starting with Itadori, then its going to be Kugisaki, Megumi, Panda, Inumaki, Maki, Yuta...! THEY'RE GOING TO-!"

Before you could utter another word Gojo stuffs a macaron in your mouth. You chew on it for awhile. You finally came back to your senses. You felt much better.

"Better?" Gojo-sensei asked.

"Better."

"Okay. Now go out and do something. Get your mind off things. Don't be cooped up in your dorm." Gojo-sensei said.

"Okay."

And that's why you're at a 2.5 star cafe restaurant. You decided to have the worst dish on the menu. You couldn't taste anything so it didn't matter if it tasted bad, you also couldn't feel anything so if it felt weird who even cares.

You enter into the restaurant without a care. The waitress gives you a seat. As you walk in, you felt like all eyes were on you. But you couldn't see well. It was extremely foggy.

In a table on the right of the restaurant, there were two men. Well, shall I say, one corpse and one curse.

"That cursed energy...!" Jogo said.