life.

Ctr alt delete is what I wanted to do with my life

I hate living it's the worse thing the people, just I hate everything about it, it absoloutley sucks.
what even is the point I wake up every morning at 6am and am in school with some of the fakest people for 8 hours plus then go to after school sports deal with them some more.
I'm a pretty popular girl, I have a lot of friends and no one would suspect that Im depressed. I've always wondered why people self harm and what you get out of it and i finally understand. qSometimes it's like your so focused on doing it you just forget everything for a while and the other times your just so mad at yourself or other people you take it that it just feels good. No matter how much I hate myself I still have to live because i can't focus on myself I'm always worried about other people like I'd Hurt that person if I was gone.