.. April 5th 2011, it was 3 A.M , and my husband still wasn't home . Usually he'll make it home around 10/11 p.m but today he didn't , yes I was beyond worried but instead of stressing myself out I dropped too my knees and prayed too god and asked him too cover my husband and wherever he may be just wrap his arms around him and bring him home safe. 5 hours have passed and Jason still wasn't home so I called his cellular device no one answer , then I began too flip out , something just didn't feel right about this. So the house phone began too ring I got extremely excited , praying too god that it was Jason on the receiving end letting me know he's alright. So I answered too hear this squeaky little voice asking is this mrs. anthony , I replied "Yes this is she" , the man then replied " hey mrs.anthony this is detective Johnson , sorry too leave you this bad news but your husband mr. Jason Anthony , was found laying in his car bleeding too death with several gun shots wounded too the head" then my heart began too melt , tears began too fall , and I began too hit the floor . I just couldn't believe what I've just heard , weeks done past . And I wasn't feeling well , so I instantly made a doctors appointment too see what was really going on. The doctor walked in several minutes and asked could she run tests because things wasn't looking too good . I was very frightened . I didn't know what too expect . An hour have passed and the doctor walked back in and she said too me "ma'am I think you would like too stop stressing , because you're about too be a mother" I burst into tears . Because I had no family , no job , no funds , I have NOBODY . How was I going too take care of my child . I just cried and yelled baby you left too soon
