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𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫

Atlanta Georgia

It has been two weeks since the party and eren still hasn't sent me a text since , apart of me still misses him but i'm not about to be stuck up him or any man at all.

I've been in my room all day listening to Mitski non stop when I heard the door open , I sat up and saw Jamiya walk in uninvited "Damn what's wrong with you" she said as she saw the condition i'm in and sat down on my bed "what are you talking about ? nothings wrong" I said trying to also convince myself but it just didn't feel right.

Something felt missing..

Jamiya didn't believe me not one bit " No something is wrong , tell me " she said as she paused my music , I sat up and sighed " eren still hasn't talked to me .. I don't know what I did wrong or why I feel like this , I don't like this feeling at all " I said as I started opening up and rubbing my head. She moved closer and hugged me which made it worse cause then I suddenly broke down crying hugging her back.

I could tell that jamiya was caught off guard with me suddenly crying but she continued to rub my back & head. We stayed in that position for what it seems like eternity but I didn't mind it. After I calmed down a bit Jamiya started telling me funny memories from years ago to calm me down more "grandma never found her teeth after that , she still be looking for them too" she said while laughing after telling one. I joined her wiping my face from tears , laughing so hard my cheeks were starting to hurt.

After Jamiya left I started sketching , Its a habit I started doing to distract me from crying. I haven't used it in a couple months though so I'm a bit rusty at it. I always loved sketching , it made me feel free like nothing could go wrong when i'm sketching. As soon my wrist grazed against the paper my hand instinctively started drawing whatever with no thought in my mind.

When I finished drawing I took a deep breath while looking at it and wiped off the extra shit. I finished cleaning off the scraps and closed the book , sitting it on my nightstand then getting up out of bed and looking in the mirror.. I looked like shit. I grabbed my phone and turnt on my bluetooth , connecting to my speakers and clicked on my playlist.

' Make Luv ' by Brent Faiyaz started playing and I made my way to my bathroom to start my self care routine.

I finished my self care routine feeling refreshed which told me it was very much needed , I then dried off taking off my towel , throwing it in my dirty laundry basket and grabbing my lotion off my dresser rubbing it in on my body then laying down in my bed watching my favorite show to get my mind off Eren , after a while I got hungry so I got up and walked to the kitchen. I opened the fridge and looked around for something of my interest , as I scanned through the fridge I heard a knock on the door. I walked to the door and looked through the peep hole.

It was eren and It looked like he was holding things but I couldn't see what the items were. I ran to my room , took my robe out the closet & changed into it. I quickly went back to the front door & opened it half way "eren what are you doing here out the blue "

He ignored what I asked and just walked in & sat the items on the table , thats when I realized they were gifts

A smile grew on my face as I seen the gifts
"eren whats all this ?" The look on his face was unreadable , I couldn't tell if he was high or embarrassed due to his light red face.

"What I just can't spoil my princess?" He said while looking me up and down.

"Your princess ?" I said while laughing and walking up to the table , picking up the rose. He then softly held my chin making me look up at his green-ish blue eyes.

" yes my princess , I told you that you were mine and mine only "