"I was livin a dream, believeing in things that just aint true.."
Truly, this can not be you?
So withdrawn and separated,
Opposite of the self you paraded
Around me...for 2.5months, you showed me a different self than the one thats come to reality.
Truly the dream I was living wasnt entirely built by me alone? But to be frank- thats possible true. Wouldnt be the first time...bt im just glad they reminded me of you.
Even in tire, your past self had more inspired action, intentional gumption and ebb to flow.
This new self, free from stress that u built on your own...
It doesnt even arouse me like your past you could.
Its saddening....that i wasnt ever receiving the truest you....when all you asked was to see my truest me.
...and you didnt like her.
You liked your idea of the me you thought I was, am, could be...? But frankly, knowing that u got some pussy and then switched up almost instantly is enough truth from the lies told to me.
Thank you for being common.
YOU ARE READING
iNfJ
Poetryyou the one for me....im pretty sure...but that still terrifies me...and i think i like it (🏀🍪😴) 2/17/22- 4/24/22
