Emotions< Nothingness //Minsung

Ch.13

Still Jisung pov

-"What is it like having sex with a normal person?"

-"No need to get embarrassed Sung. It's a general question." I just nod my head.

-"I've had sex with people like us too so I'll go over that first. Pretty much with people like us there's more talk, kissing, and touching in general. For normal people there is less touching they are usually more focused on themselves but I could be wrong because Minho didn't love me when we fucked. Well I don't really know if people like him can love. I got off topic well lucky me Changbin's really good at touching and showing affection. He's learning a lot from me and the other emotionfuls. So long story short it's great if you have the right person." Felix finished his long speech.

-"Oh okay I understand." I replied trying to understand all the information Felix just gave me.

-"Oh now I get to ask a question. Why did you ask? Do you wanna fuck Minho?~" Felix wiggled his eyebrows at me.

I immediately turn red and fall to my side.

-"AHHH SO YOU DO!" Felix screams.

-"No no no we just met. There's no way I already wanna fuck." I say desperately.

-"Or do you???" Felix lifts a eyebrow at me.

-"Ahhhhhh I don't know. I don't even know if I like him." I yell out.

-"Wait you might like him??!" Felix squealed.

-"Ahhhhh I don't know Lix." Felix just giggles at me.

-"Don't do anything stupid. I have to piss." I say walking to my bathroom. I did actually have to pee. It I also needed to get away from Felix before he knows all my boy problems even though he knows about all of them.

Once I've finished up in the bathroom it's been about 10 minutes, I ended up washing my face. Trying to make my face not as red. It ended up making it worse so I had to stay longer.

As I walk out of the bath room I see Felix sitting on my bed, legs crossed. He has tears streaming down his face and a hand through his hair. I freeze.

I then look down and he has my diary in his hand and has the book flipped open.

He then notices me staring at him, more tears spill down his face and he slams the book shut.

-"Jisung listen I'm so sorry I thought it was and actual book. I didn't know-" I cut his sobs off.

-"Felix it's okay I should have hidden it better or started out with a non book like diary." I sadly chuckle.

He looks at me with tearful eyes and a regretful look on his face.

-"What page did you get to?" I ask.

-"Page 48 I skipped a few." My heart stopped. That's the worst page he could have read. I run up to him, jumping on the bed, and throwing my arms around him. I feel tears prick my eyes. I hold Felix tight till he pulls away from me.

-"Why am I the one crying you should be crying?" Felix sobbed out.

-"It's okay Lix. I've cried enough." I replied

-"I think since you read I don't have to explain anything right?" I ask.

-"Yeah but how are you okay?" Felix asked.

-"Lots of self therapy and meds." I chuckled softly.

We are both now under the covers completely cuddled up and rapped around each other.

-"Good night Felix."

-"Good night Sung."