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Winters have always been my favorite season, the world looks so beautiful it makes me forget about the harsh world and the things i have done to survive in it, Yes I'm a survivor and the things survivors do to survive are unspeakable.

Even when there is so much darkness in this world, the white fluffy snow, the beautifully  symmetrical snowflakes, kids building snowmen, coloured flowers everywhere are the little things that have helped the world by keeping me away from losing my sanity.

But everything has two sides winter also has got it's share of darkness, it brings long lifeless dark nights where i stand in need of warmth and love.

I have my boys who give me so much love and warmth that i will never feel cold ever again but there is this little hollow space in my heart, cold as ice which only he and she can melt. Family is strength, true but it can be also be the very reason of your destruction and right now the only thing that keeps me away from self destruction are my babies. 

The day i'll be destroyed, flames will surround the world, everyone will regret being born, the fear that my enemies feel when they see me today will be felt by everyone in this world cause there will be no one easing all the pain i have felt ever since i was born. Emotions i have kept locked away for 19 years will bring something worse than hell.



--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I know this isn't much but thee next chapter will be longer. I'll probably finish writing the next part tomorrow.

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