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Charlie's PoV

~ At home ~

'I can't believe I just said that. I told him to fuck off.. WHY DID I TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF- ohhhh my goooddddd I'm such an idiot' Charlie was blaming himself for everything again. 'Should I tell him I'm sorry? Wait no- what if he's still mad at me? Then I should be mad too right? .....Well I mean he was kind of being rude and he did hurt my feelings a little.. But then again I hurt his too didn't I?' He spoke to himself for hours trying to figure out what he should be feeling when finally he settled on being mad at Nick.

'Should I go to school tomorrow? ...Probably not- I don't really want to see him right now. In fact I think I don't want to see anyone right now. Maybe even for a few days or weeks... No- snap out of it Charlie. He's your boyfriend. He wouldn't be mad at you!-' 

*beep!* A notification from Nick. 'See! He said he didn't want to lose you! But what if that changed?....' "Charlie! Dinner!" The voice of his mother calling him to eat cut him off from arguing with himself.

~ The next day ~

Charlie stayed home today. Not much fun, but he did manage to finish all those piled up missing assignments. With the help of his sister of course...

*beep beep* A notification interrupted Charlie's mood swings as he flung himself off the floor to check who it was and to his surprise. It was Nick. "I'm so sorry" it said. "I never meant for this to happen" It said. Charlie was furious. Not because of Nick, but because he thought that Nick wouldn't want to be with him anymore. Wouldn't want to see his face ever again but no, none of that was true. Charlie wanted to say something but couldn't. He had so much to say and didn't know where to start. So he didn't reply at all until he could think of something.

Weeks pass by and Charlie still can't think of anything to say. 'Should I tell him how sorry I am too? Or maybe that'll just sound like I'm mocking him?' A sigh left Charlie's mouth as he saw his phone turn on. 'Another message?' Several other messages were sent to Charlie. All which he read, but had no reply to. 'I GOT IT' Charlie had a devious plan. One that would certainly hurt his friends but one he could get away with without getting himself hurt. Mean, but it definitely worked.