(I cuss a lot irl so there would be cussing scenes here... if you're not comfortable then you can leave or ignore em 😁)
Hello my lovely readers. I rlly miss you guys a lot even tho you guys don't vote or comment, you're at least reading this crappy book so I'm very thankful for that..
I know I have taken a bit long break, okay not a bit but a long break.. maybe like a month.
It's cuz that my school is being the pain in that ass, I can't do any of my hobbies as I used to do cuz they are making us people busy with useless shits to do. I'm not very fond of school so I try to sometimes ignore it, but if they assign assingments to submit those, I can't help but to complete those damn things. Because of these study probs, I kinda forgot that this book exist lol 😆
2nd reason is that, well I think not much of a people read my book. I noticed that my first chapter and the second chapter has a lot of view decrease, more than half of the people who read the first chapter left. I understood from that, that my English is poor and that I make simple simple things complicated. I used a lot of unnecessary words for a simple scene and make it boring and meaningless sometimes... I decided to change that and to read some books (in wattpad) so that my vocabulary will expand. Idk of that has worked or not, but I'll try to make this book simpler to understand, yet meaningful and advanced vocabulary so that my readers can maybe expand their literature too..
3rd reason was that I was busy. Like I said, school was one pain in the ass, then there comes problems. I literally lost my phone for more than a week and was searching for it like CRAZY and was very depressed for those days. I thought that I should loose hope in getting it back and to buy a new one, which is like impossible cuz this is like my 5th phone (the prev ones broke. Yeah, namjoon stan over here) and I'm damn sure my parents won't buy me a new phone. After like more than a week, I was just cleaning my shelf's when I found my phone lying peacefully without any scratch inside my study drawer 😭
I forgot to open my study drawer where I kept my books and stuff cuz I was like pretty much sure I won't keep it there as I don't even open it that often. Idk how tho, but it ended up being inside that drawer. It's still a mystery how it was there when I was like searching for this phone like a mad person this whole time... I kinda doubt that my mom hid it from me and she knows that I don't open my study drawers offer and she used the chance, but she said she didn't knew how it ended up there
4th reason was that, idk if this makes sense, but I have heard that Aquarius ppl sometimes take their hobbies lil too srsly and end up taking stress from it. Tbh that happened to me.. I started this book just so that I could pass time but when I became used to it, I started being more srs in this. I started giving more importance to the votes and views that I always forget that this is something that I should be enjoying instead of being stressed about it. Now don't get me wrong, I like writing and I'm not bad at it, means like average, but nowadays I take stress about this by overthinking or by simply going insane... So I low-key thought that taking a break will help me remove that stress that has alderdy build up in me. Ig it kinda helped me ngl but I miss writing a lot.
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