My eyes open wide
It's 4 a.m already
Many people said it's suck
For still wake up at that time
Strolling for some reading
Take time for my favorite stories
Read them again and again
Never get bored of the same old song
Smiled while watching two dorks
Argued and declined that they're in love
Cried while reading a sad dialogue
Between a daughter and her mom
If fairy godmother is true
I hope only for one person
If genie in Aladdin is real
Then i only wish for one thing
"I wish my mom didn't get old."
Sniff...
"I'm not ready,"
"I don't think i've ever ready"
This is stupid
This is selfish
I know, I'm an adult
I should accept that parting is inevitable
Even I'm not ready if that's happen to me
Right now, parting me with everyone
Everyone i loved
Everyone i hold dear
But, the thought of seeing her
One day, in her resting place
Smiling with her cold body
Making me want to vomit and cry
Childish
Obsessed
Foolish
Unbelievable
What am i thinking at this time?
Why this always happening at this time?
I want to sleep but i can't
What did i write?
Am i normal?
Am i strange?
This isn't right
Isn't it?
