Secret Place (JB FanFiction)

Chapter 2

6:50am

I have to get up.
I didn't even fell asleep.I was crying all night.
Just thinking about everything.About my life...
I could be happy but Im not pretty,Im not rich,I don't go in school to impress boys with slutty clothes,I don't have perfect skin and face.I go in school with hoodie and trousers.You will never be happy in this place if you don't have big ass or flawless face.If you are ugly and fat everyone will bully you,you will never have real friends,you will be ignored,you will be treated like peace of shit.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face.I looked at myself in the mirror.
I looked tired and terrible.
I put on some make up to make it better.
I dressed up and woke up my mom so she won't be late for work and I needed money for school so she can give me.
I don't take showers before school.I don't have enough time.

My cousins were waiting for me outside.
I go to school with them.Why are they even going with me? They are annoying.
I wish I had friends so I can go with them.
One boy from my school lives next to my house but he don't want to hangout with me...When we were younger we were best friends,we were always together but he grew up,he has new friends better than me.
He forgot about me.

My mom gave me the money and I went to school.

When we arrived I saw Kylie and Martin hugging just like I dreamed about me and him.Ehh fuck my life.
I feel so bad now.I dreamed about how we say 'I love you'
to each other while he don't even know my name.

I started walking to my classroom when someone hugged me from behind.Who tf is this?
I turned around and saw...oww this fake bitch.

She is always trying to be my friend.I know she is using me because she doesn't hang out with the kids from our class.She is acting like she is my friend so she won't be alone during the classes.
But fine by me.She is popular here,maybe I will make some friends because of her lol.And I will get close to Martin too,they are best friends sooo...
Maybe I sound like attention whore but Im not.I just want to make friends.I haven't felt how is like to have friend since 6th grade.

"Hey Destiny" -said Emily

Her name is Emily.

"Ohhh Hey" - I said,rolling my eyes.

"How are you?"

"Im good.You?"

"Coool.Yesterday I was in the club"

"Aaaand?"

"One boy kissed me.Hhahaha I don't even know him.But I was enjoying,we were making out for like 10 mins"

"Really? Thats so cool"

"Thats the only thing you can say?"

"What the fuck do you expect me to say? Every night you are making out with different guy.Are you normal?"

"Yes baby Im normal.
Im not trying to be rude but you look like nerd and all.Be wild,free do Whatever you want.We live once!" -she said

"Im happy with myself,thank you."

I went to our classroom and the popular crew was here.Cameron,Chelsea,Kylie,Martin,Andrea and Marco.
They didn't even notice I was here so I just sat on my place and waited for our Math teacher.

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Finally its over.Emily didn't even came.
I went out and Emily was waiting for me outside the classroom.She was probably smoking or making out with other guy lol

"Hey Im really sorry for what I said before.I don't know what happend I was mad and all and Im really sorry.Please forgive me?"

"Okay okayy"

"Yaaay you aren't mad at me?"

Fuck off bitch

"No Im not"

"Yesss.Are you going with me? Im going to see whats going on in the halls"

"Yes"

"Okay now tell me..Am I looking good today? And my ass is it showing,is it big?" -Emily asked

"No. Watch out you will break your back"

I know I should be nice to her but today Im not in mood to lick someone's ass.