Someone Needs You

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~Soon my friend. We will get to hug each other, and cry in each other's arms once again. We will cry the happiest tears. Only the happiest until I must leave again.~

Many people say that I'm the weirdo that sits alone in class. Only a small handful know what I'm exactly like, and know my issues. Many people leave when I tell them anything about me. Mainly that I'm a high risk kid. I go to a normal public school, but that doesn't mean I'm not high risk. Well... not even "they" know.
I sit in the back of the class alone without anyone to talk to. I can't see the board but I'm not anxious to tell the teachers. Im used to the name calling and the slurs that get launched at me.

It's begun to fall into a routine. I walk through the front doors, and a slur flies towards me. I don't react anymore. I've given up in the school system. Not one person gives a flying fuck. Soon the only person that I care about is leaving. I haven't slept yet, but I can't. Next thing I know is that I'm being woken up for the fifth time in an hour. The teacher sends me over to the red bench. My best friend. Uncomfortable but I can sleep on it.

They are leaving today. I won't let them. They said that they cared for me for the first time that week. I can't let them leave.

I haven't left my bed since they left. A month ago. I don't have the strength. I have to get to school. Ugh. That hell hole. Fuck it. No. Fuck school. Fuck everything and everyone that's in it. I'm not going...

Second period is hell for me right now. I hate it. Ugh. Fine I'll just skip.

I got caught. Not many people can hold me down. It took 8 this time. Thrown into a van. Shit not this again. They took me home.

I have no more school. Finally. My phone buzzed. ~You make me feel loved~ I smile. *you make me feel loved* I respond. ~good now go to bed~ I giggle *ugh fine*

They haven't texted me back yet. What if they don't like me. What if I'm not good enough for them. Why can't I be good enough. ~Hey sorry I was busy~ I glance through my tears. *yoooo what's good :D* they can't know that I'm sad.